`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
currently in school right now. the dumb and cold HODs room. i dun like this feeling. not abit at all. and fucking lame shit ppl. i just hate you. yes, i hate you. i hate those who claim tht they are my friends and when i need them, they just fucking giving so much dumb excuses which i dun feel like hearing any. hey, last time.. i dunno is which fucking asshole say this:" i will be by you, when you need it." oh, __ you. and when ic alled you, you were liek giving all sort of excuses. yea, thankyou. wad a friend i have. and yes, i regret havign you this type of friends. i think i'm the fucking one been used here. so, if youcant fulfilled your promise den dun come to me saying all those fucking lame shit things tht you will be by me, i tell you, it pissed me off totally. really. i cant say tht i'm a 100% good friend. but then, at least, at the very least.. when meiling say she need my company, i will just go and find her and accompany her. you can ask meiling, when she feel sad, i put down all the president award stuff for my uncle and went out late at night to find her. and yes, i hate you this type of friends. and i tell you, now i dun like you in any bits. yes, ge your fucking brain clear now, i dislike you and i do. get it?(RED = ANGER! GET IT?)
yup, go ahead and complain to my uncle tht how vulgar i'm right now. i dun give any fucking damn. yes, i dun. i really dislike all this rubbish you know. den you will sms me, say ou gilty. for fuck? i tell you.. i dun need you this type of friends and dun come crying to me when you get bullied, i give no fucking damn abt you. hahaha.. funny. friends forever? bullshit. stop going around telling ppl how important you are to me and how big deal is it to have dinner and lunch with me. i dun like it. i regret. omg! i hate you. friends? yup, when you need her she wasnt there for you. when you need a company just to feel better, she say she's tired. when you have no money fotr lunch, she tell you she dun have money too and left you starving. when you need her out, she say she cant. when you just really need someone to be there,yes, no one. at tht point of time, you know.. how much our friendship worth and i cnat help it. i really dislike your fucking attitude. i tot after we take things easy, we will be closer. omg, __ you. yah, friends forever. to hell with it. i know you will never see this blog. big deal? i dun give any fucking damn too. i just think tht, if you cant do it, den pls.. dun say until you are so super noble tht " i'll be there for you when you need someone." ohh.. now i need, are you there? lameshit, gnd. i hate it. if you cant do it den dun promise me. i simply hate you. yes, get this into your stupid brain, it sucks. i swear, even if you got problem one day, i wun be there for you. yes when i broke off with adam, wad did you ever said? you say you dunnno tht day i broke up with him and you say you will be there for me. haha.. oh, really? this sound so bullshit. yeap, and dun worry, i will not tell you any fucking thing happen to me, cos you blardy big mouth will go around telling all the others. and also, you claim you treasure the friendship. __ you, friendship dun need you, thankyou.
ohh.. tan pei ching is so cool. she got such a friend. congrats to her. it must be i have been doing evil for my past years in GR. omg, yup, so fortunate to have you. i think you better leave me alone and dun at the point want my stuff den you come. it's so err.. i dunno how to say. just keep your fucking big mouth shut and stop claiming you will be by me. i will laugh my ass out. omg. enough about such friends of mine, it totally cool. meeting ying ltr for our pizza lunching. haha. i miss her so much. *hugs* tht's wad forever friends seem like. all of them claim we will be friends forever? hahaha.. and in the end, things happen and you show your true colour. when ppl wasnt at your need, you just dump aside. hahha.. __ you. this type of ppl will never be consider in my committee, orgainser. NEVER! hahaha.. alumni-gathering. omg, fuck up man. if not for mr chui, i wun give any fucking dman abt it. it sucks totally. i wanna get out of the alumni. yes, i do. i hate alumni totally. simply doing nothing and dumping their money when they need it. i'm still angry abt prom night when they simply never give me a cent. well, wad for am i slogging my life and attend those endless meetings with mr chui. haha.. i dun find it meaningful but well, perhaps, is just the idea of 4E3 can be together again, tht will be smth, i'm looking forward to. haha.
well, school sucks totally cos my best friend isnt here. my superseah! haha.. he is off to attend a course and he smsed me ytd. finally. this kuku, finally nice to me. aha.. i told him, i gonna miss him and he say we will see each other on thursday. is it? or wed? haha.. not fun at all! it sucks. it just sucks totally. =( well, mr seah, i miss those days with you lah. faster come back. oh gosh, mr chui initially ask me to be back tml. hehs! sorry, no! i wanto go harvey tml. pls, let me work. it just rawks totally. i love my job more and more. 7 cameras ytd too. who say i can do it. 14 camers in the total for the whole weekend. hahaha.. Z5, pink. i'm coming! =D well, my ncle didnt pass me my nano. but i dun really care anymore. today i'm super whooper attitude. ;) yes, to mr steven koh, cant believe it rite? haha.. i just dun feel like smiling when he smile to me, i just dun feel like replying when he talk to me. i dunno why, i just dun feel like lor. just like him, when he is in bad mood, he treat me like nothing. ohwell, i should try too. dun even feel like raising my head to say good morning to him. haha.. and even to mdm heng, i cant be bother too. dun provoke me when i'm in a bad mood. if he was to shout at me today, i tell you, mr koh.. i cant be bother if oyu are my godpa or wadsoever, i will just scream. yes, i will and i promise you tht. haha. well, mood isnt tht fanstastic cos of tht __ up girl. and not tht bad cos meeting ying ltr. heh heh..
it's just so bored to be in school. argh! i dun even feel like coming at first. damn it. yes, i dun even feel like coming. who can get me my Z5 pink. omg, and i dunno why this __ up attitude is only towards my uncle. haha.. i was so happy when i saw mr cheng, mr ong, mr gan, ms tan and mr goh. i was smiling all the way. and i dunno why without reason. i dressd up today. haha. and joachim ask me dun be so attitude towards dad. well, he notice it. and he said i have no respect for him. ohh, is it? i dun care. =X wad else, i was just pissed tht someone spoil my mood. argh! i cant be bother. hahaha.. i already say i dun feel like coming and yts, i drag my dumb feet to GR. grr.. i was pissed tht i didnt know anything about fun fiesta. i tell you, if my uncle really nv update me and didnt give me a stall or wadsoever, tht's it. i will just show my temper. hey, i'm not good to bully ok. i'm tanpeiching. not anyone else, you better dun step on me too much b4 i show you how my fucking attitude can get. ohh.. if mr koh were to see this entries, he will ask me to write lines, hey, i dun give a damn. write write write.. i wun write it anymore. it look so stupid. ok, i changed after i got hte NANO rite? tht's wad ppl think, up to you all. i cant be bother. x) the NANO is with him now, he can dun give me. but it's ink.. ZzZz.. i want Z5 lah. he should get me my Z5 and i will hug him like a tree. omg. =_=" __ up girl. i simply detest your fake. omg, you jsut sucks totally. yes, you. __ you. i hate you. arggggghhhh. i only talk to my uncle when he ask me to get the paper for joachim, i was like orh. i just hate you. yes, i dun liek your blardy mood when you treat me like nothing. so this is how i return. giving you my sucky attitude you ever seen. hahah. cool. sound cool totally. (; i brough with me the gold gold bag tht shirley and yongwei brought for me. i wear my blink blink hairband which tricia brought for me. haha. bleha! it sound so nice. i was thinking, well.. nvm. haha.
sigh. all of them are off to meeting. the ice cream isnt so attactive anymore. i dun feel like eating ice cream. *vomit* haha. it taste so not nice anymore. perhaps, i do not have the cravings for it. haha. ms tan is crazy. yes, julie tan.. she covered my mouth when i feel like talking. haha. i remeber dunno is last time, who covered my mouth and i actutally used my tongue to lick the hand. haha. and it sound so sick rite? hahha. =X i behave like tht. any E3ers will know, i'm siao. haha. i love those days. sigh! why sint my uncle on course and superseah was with me. i will be so darn happy. and stupid ms haryani say i'm here for NDP, cos i wore a red and white top. omg, wad's wrong. haha. flower, i should be happy today but somehow, i dun feel happy. )= haha.
my cousin send me to school today. which is not th bad. but she drove darn slow. she's so funny too. haha. well well well.. i'm a pretty girl. i dun care. for today, i must be pretty. heh heh.. i will leave school at 4 cos i can get to go take bus. heh.. sigh.. i cant deny i miss my uncle.. but not the him right now, is the used-to-be mr koh. not this. take this old man back and i want my mr koh. return it to me! GRRRRS! somehow, i'm nothing to him already. maybe he is hwo he used to be but i have changed. ohwell, i cant be bother. YEOPUAYFeN jio me go phlippines. omg, doubt i'm going. the whole plane will be my big family of NEO side. haha. i dun go lar, so paiseh. haha. unless, let me think abt it. feel like buying ticket and go indonesia and find ms evi. haha. see how ba. i might do it? i'm crazy. ok, tkc. i love myself. yes i do. dun provoke me today or else you will regret. hhaha.. ;)
