`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
GRRRRS~ no more bank loan. haha. i guess somehow, i know what's awaiting infront of me. perhaps, i choose the path myself, and i have to be responsible abt it. i dun wanto carry a heavy loan even after i completed my diploma. maybe now i choose to wait for one more year. for next year intake. and i can start working first and wiat til next year. i guess it not too long, half a year more. half a year more, i know what i want already. i just wanto spent this half a year with someone, who are really so important to me. i couldnt imagine after half a year, when he told me: i got to leave. how my reaction gonna be. and then, tht's the time, i need to began another new chapter in life. ms tan told me, i'm not allow to be selfish. if there's better palce and ppl waiting for him, i should let him go. yes, i know. i get it clear in my brain now. so, i'm more tahn willing to spent this half a year waiting for the next intake, and whlie working, making time for you. i'm willing. cos i know, the time left between us isnt much already. 180days. i isnt sure if i can endure it. but, i just wanto let you know, you are just so important to me now. =D i cant expect you to be in my life always. i cant rely on you just becos you were there. but i have to get this clear to myself, i have to learn how to walk when i fall even you wasnt there anymore. yes, i'm strong. you told me this and i believe in it. i dunno when i gonna fall again, but i just know, i need you now. you are always there for me, when i need someone. thanks. you are just so important to me now. jelatina koh, you can do it. =D
well, jelatine koh. sound cool? my chinese name is A WAN. = A1. cos my godpa is obessed in A1. haha. sound so cool. lol. i'm mad. hellish mad. i cant deny the fact tht i'm envy of ppl who are attending school right now. i cant deny that i need all this support. but then, wad make me move on eventutally is amalina and ppl hasnt start studying yet, and i get to use this time to accompany someone. i wanto start school. but the 13k to shatec make me really think if it's a right choice. yu, fickle minded. who cares. i just wanto cherish this time with him, yes, him alone. i was so afriad he will just leave me one day. i know tht day will come somehow, but just hope it isnt too soon. from strangers to the two of us now. i love you.
well, sucks. ppl who are going shatec, i bet you are not going to enjoy without my present. lol. well, tri and cheryl are both excited. shatec is for rich ppl like them,. poor girl like me. will have to wait for next intake ba. stupid khai, he insist i'm animal fat! cos i call myself jelatina koh. went to look for them. ahaha.. yati babe, lost her phone. he was somehow cursing and swearing. LOL~
anyway, juanne suggested tht i use ezcash. but then, lalala.. i dunno too. =D see how ba. maybank require the admission stuff. is it really right for me to go shatec. tnapeiching, make up your fucking mind. wait! dun wan. i dun wan to be heavy loan. haha. i love my godpa. random ching. haha. everyone encourage me to give shatec a miss. well, thanks ppl who are around me right now. i felt the care and concern with you all there. cant deny i wanto go tp now. well, see if they accept me. but i doubt so. =D
hmm, uncle francis in bpp harvey is darn nice to me. he gave me the fuji thingy for me to earn my commission. lol. i love uncle francis. lalala. studying make me freak out. i know upcoming funfair is hellish and i gonna be so god damn busy with the packed planning and also my kuku piano presentation to my beloved godpa. lol. i guess, i have to go and try some piano tml, if not DIED~ haha. i heard someone saying poderful instead of powerful jsut now. i turn back, i tot is my godpa. lol. he always like to mixed english up and say my english sucks. ohwell, he say english is england. lol. lame. missing those day right now. but well, everyone move on isnt it?
lalala.. nano is accing me. haha. it was like godpa who are accing me. thankyou godpa. i lvoe you. i love you. i love you. haha. siao char bor. jelatina love godpa. haha.. koh a wan. sound so duh~ nvm. i loving it. lalalala... tkc. funfair. i'm so freaking excited abt the tub. yes, the dunking machine. well, peiching learn how to look on the bright side of life. nonono.. jelatina koh a wan learn how to look on the bright side of life. to hell for those suckers who cheated my feeling. boohoo~ i cant deny i love you once too.
