peiching & stevenchow

Thursday, May 24, 2007

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well.. first time, i felt so emotional. i take dowwn my pride. wad on earth happen to me. i dunno. somehow, i choose not to know. i'm a crazy girl. i feel i'm not myself anymore. i feel sucks right now. loss and stuff. why on earth am i here. sig. somehow, i
m affected as usual. \=

went to school to find mr seah and ppl. actaully, wanted to go find mr koh. to make him happy. LOL! so PTM. i tot it's alright to wear wad i want. haha! butt hen short too short.. hair too colourful. so i'm fine with it. =D i was stuck in the staff lounge. haha! watching tv. went out to buy councillor some drinks.. and when i'm back, godpa was standing on top staring as me. =( so the councillors all point up. LOL! i was like ohh.. ok, i will not walk around. den mr koh nod and went off. who want to walk around. siao. and he claim i throw him face lah. le it be. haha..

err.. wad else.. i alight from mrs chew car and i scream Mr KOH!~ and he say i fancy still remeber he call MR KOH! lame la.. who say i dunno. ;( you are my godpa mahs.. of cos i know. i tot i did something wrong again. but cannot be mah.. haha! so saw the councillors all falling in in foyer and i was saying hi to almost everyone. most of themare there. funny ppl though. i love sc! =D *wide-grin* well.. went out to get them bubble tea.. 15 cups in total. include daddy and godpa one. i smsed daddy and he say i'm sweet! i love daddy! godpa went missing though, i shan care. haha@\~ he didnt want the bubble tea i brough for him, so he hurt me again. ZzZzZz... x( shalala//- but then after awhlie, zhong ping told me mr koh came back to get his bubble tea. and he soclded zhong ping for not being able to understand wad he want. LOL! you think everyone is like me meh? understand you inside out. =) I LOVE YOU godpa. but then, things didnt went on tht great for us. i didnt see him after he glare at me on top. LOL. so i wanted to bluetooth him the tonghua.piano i play for him. but didnt got the chance to see him and ended up asking xuewei for help.. still he didnt on his bluetooth. nvm lar. seem like i'm jsut so small to him. have a little bit emo ytd night and cried. LOL! no wonder godpa claims i'm emo as usual. LOL! =) ahve a nice caht with gab yd. i LOVE him and he LOVE me too. =x ohh! and i merely sms mr koh abt wad mdm teo told me. 4A1 got NO bears/ and he told me he hasnt reply:" hasven give out yet. tahnkyou and really appreciated." hmm, kind of no link. he's sot. LOL. i didnt reply, cos i'm still angrying him.

today morning. didnt went to school. nothing better to do for me to be in school. so slack and online. just got know, th e put money into my bank again. LOVE! i'm rich. jioing amalina out for dinner ltr. my treat. cos i owe her once. =D thankyou love. haha.. so so so, let me think.. i smsed mr koh again this morning:" pls rmb to help me pass my letter to madam. thanks and bye." guess wad his reply again? "thanks and goodbye" idiot rite? so irritating. i dunno is he sarcastilly saying thanks and goodbye or really telling me goodbye? =( he's leaving for hongkong and perth. doubt, he will be back til the 20th. shalala.. nearly one month. but it's ok. i can perserver. i lvoe my uncle. =x sian.. i dunno why he told me thanks and goodbye. perhaps, i'm really a bitch lar. sorry godpa. i refuse to apologize. haha~ ytd, show him abit of attitude, told him dun need to look at the letter and dun waste his time. wei, i'm being nice to play piano for yu but you.. GRRRRR~ pissed me off as usual. argh.. no metter wad happen, he's my godpa i couldnt blame him or anything. father day, joachim, where are we bringing him? =x ZOO?! hahaha!

shalalala~ MT olevel coming. good luck elaine. haha.. last year at this time, i was crazily majonging. hahaha! =x ok, mrs lim sms me too and ppl. they say they are toucehd abt the letter. but how abt carrot cake? how come he nv sms me at all. ohhh! i didnt saw mr cheng this few days. hmm.. no idea wad happen. is he sick or smth? peiching care for mr cheng. it sound funny! last tiem we are enemy. hahaa! i say bye bye to mr ng ytd. and mr seah is bad! he taught me how to scold ppl again. " you are the scar of the world" something like tht i think. ,my mp3. fuck! it's still with the stupid junior of mine. he better return me. argh!~ lucky i didnt lend godpa's one to him.. if not i will hang myself upside down and die. haha! omg, geraldine, my primary school mate actually admit into shatec with me! and doing the same course. argh! how small cna this world be? !~@@#$^@#$^# sigh. no comment. SIAN!

well, kfc ltr and update my passbook. i think i must control wad i eat again, b4 i grow really fat. ohh... "he" talk to me ytd. SIAN! but i siam as usual. actually godpa knew wad he do to me long time ago. haha.. i'm like a big fool. well.. it have been 7 months since godpa and me go into a super big quarrel. haha.. the first and only one is on oct last year. haha! he really got his way to gave in to me. i love oyu godpa. you rawks my life. =D in love again/? no, not tht i hasnt give up is jsut tht i'm sick and tired abt love. haha.. single and lovable. wahkao, mdm heng must help me le.. if nbot i really can kill myself. and the maybank. omg, so much things not done yet. i'm seriously tired. =$

sigh.. more than a month couldnt find godpa. HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVED? sian lar. i want my godpa. he cannot leave me. I LOVE YA! <3<3<3>