♥I DUN FEEL HAPPY AT ALL! WHY?!
whoohoo.. i didn update for the past few days. lalala~! cos, seriously, i'm so god damn tired. and i dunno why the fcuk i'm feeling like tht. so tired and sleeping almost everyday. got so much to tell gdpa, yeti dunno how to start and open my mouth. tot of smsing ytd night, type the stuff out but i dunno wad else to say and eventually, i didnt key in his number and i close the message. sigh. since 24th may, it's the last time i saw him already. ;( lalala!~ i guess, it nearly a month. ohwell, mel tan ytd smsed me. so i tot we might be having dinner together. daladala.. i dunno lar. so loss and dunno wad i feel like doing nowadays. 10 more days to tht dumb orientation, seriously, i have been trying to convince myself that, i will enjoy it but then, is it true? i dunno. i wasnt abit looking forward i think. when did tanpeiching become so unable to socialise? i dunno since when i became like tht too. it really make me feel sucky. well, mr seah, talk to me right now! tell me wad i'm suppose to do can? hais. i dreamt of mr george tan ytd. i saw the scence he is going into the airport. i dunno how come, i cried. actually i really hope, i do have the courage to tell him, i will miss him and i really appreciate him for who he really is. yes, i really do. but then, since he is leaving, it's like meaningless too. will this indicated the end of our friendship. are we friends? yes, i think i treat him more to a friend compare to a teacher. mr tan, i love you. lalala!~ sigh. dunno when the hell he will be back. dreamt about mdm ng yong jun. for most ppl, i think you all dunno who she is. she's the best chinese teacher i ever have. yes, my sec2 teacher who will buy me lollipops when i feel like it and the lollipop is awesome. she dun buy cheapskate one for me. but then those super big ones. i remember, i'm the only one that recieve the lollipop and eventually, all my classmates was envy of me. not only lollipop but chocolates when i feel really low. whenever i feel sad, she will sue lollipop to cheer me up. argh. i miss it. mdm ng, i really got no idea where are you, i guess i must bother godpa to help me find her again. i wanted to thank her about my olevel. yes, i wanto do it. sigh. they say she is in huayi sec but then, i have been calling and calling, it seem so impossible. sigh, i really miss mdm ng yong jun alot. and it's so much. she taught me so much and she really left her footprints in my heart. argh! godpa, can you help me pls?fathers' day ytd. i smsed mr ong (father-in-law), mr koh (godpa), mr lee sc(daddy) wow, all nv reply me sey. suckers. LOL! i think godpa is in hongkong right now. lalalala.. i miss him. ok, i send the parcel to his house already, just pray hard, he will recieve it. 2 more days, and he iwll be abck to singapore. LOL! lalalala.. i dunno how come i dun like to go to orientation.gosh, i miss my precious juniors all so much. how come? sudden and random. i dunno too. LOL. ;) lalala.. may i be happier tml. godpa coming back soon. i'll be waiting. lalala!
