♥schooling? i should be happy. ;(
well, this is my 40th post. lalala.. but then, today i dun feel happy at all. i dunno why. is hould be having this wide-grin on my face, cos i get back to shatec but then, it kinds of worry me now. i dunno wad actually worry me but then, the feeling is not right anymore. i dunno why, at this moment, i feel like seeing godpa. i wanted to tell him so much even though i know the answer i will get back is :" dun think so much lar." but then, i still wish to heard his voice, and i didnt sms him and told him, i got into shatec. i dunno why. i really miss him.now, wad cause me not to be happy is it really my godpa or is it just some other ppl, or just the tot of having school reopen. i really dunno. i cant figure it out at this time. hais. mr seah went to hongkong with godpa. lalala~ i miss him. wad's the hell happening to me? i'm really thinking of the things and i'm so afriad of it.tons of thanks to nysa and linjia. even though i know jia zhu tou will not read. thanks. when i'm feeling down at least, there are you ppl. going out with jia is always enjoyable. i dunno why, hmm, LOVE YA! talk abt the past with nysa. she rawks my life. thankyou so much for trying to burn the powerpoint into the cds. sigh, i really got no idea wad i can do now. its too big for email. lalala! let me think abt it and see how ba. thanks so much.school starting on 9thjuly. i dunno how come i isnt looking forward to it not even the orientation. the school compound just seem so super small. lala.. i dunno lar. irritating. tanpeiching, you better hang on there cos you pay the fucking $13k to the school. ok, i hope i will be VERY happy having school reopen and start. hope so. godpa. where're you? i miss you alot le. ;( hais.. i dunno i dunno i dunno. just leave me alone. i haven even got my pencil case, cos i forgot abt the pens and stuff. uniform. _l_ sey.. sian. lol! long sleeve. funny. wadever lar. tanpeiching can do it. suddenly i miss mes julie tan nad ms yong. hais..where on earth is godpa. i want him back. i love ya.*why let me see you when you choose to hurt me. the wave is sucks and i cant hang on anymore.* hais. ;(
