peiching & stevenchow

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

♥START with once upon a time ; END with happily ever after. * =)

alright. just back from going out with limlinjia. ohwell, i miss her so much. ;) finally today we got to meet up. lol. as usual.. was late lar. cos i'm so stuck to the computer itself. hahaha.. wento talk to different ppl. ohwell.. the internet connection was pissing me of just now. i tried like serveral time it can coonect but i cant go to the webpage. ohwell.. it sucks simply. LOL! =D

was browsing through some of their blog. like colleen. she mention GR and those wonderful time we used to have. even though i'm not so close to them but then i get to really know her in cambodia trip'05. she's supposingly to be my teammate but then.. ahem.. something happen. sigh. i miss those 10days with them. with rachael, colleen, siying, samatha, qistina, raihana, shaun yen, khairul, gen xian, dai nan and jonathan sng, douglas, bei lin and some more which i couldnt really recall. ok.. if not for the trip, i wun know the E1 ppl so well and we will not be so close as a cohort. lalala.. i remember there were times when shaun yen got bah gwa and he refuse to share. colleen was talking abt chicken rice and laksa of singapore, and the murderere and detective we all play together. it just so super memorable. x) if not for the few of you ppl who keep telling me to hang on there we will go abck singapore soon, i will be crying like crazy everyday. yes, i love to cry and all this people used to be by my side and telling me there are always there for me. and group 4 is so super fun. we planned for mr chui birthday surprise and items. all this have been part of my growing up in GR.

well.. i couldnt deny the fact that i wanted so much to go other school than GR when i was transfer there. cos, i didnt even know where the hell is GR. it's like so no reputation and it hidden among the tall grass. LOL. and we are GREEEN~ heh heh.. anyway, orientation was so hellish lar. no fun at all. =X but then i got crush to sipeng and stuff. haha.. and my class 1E3 was seriously funny after a few weeks. we got havoc easily. haha. ok, i was used to be a super problematic student. but then, GR change me. i dunno wad the hell is integrity and perserverance and i dun have at all. LOL. =D and most importantly, i took everyone for granted for like almost everytime. sigh.

when i first step in to my class, i saw tansiying and elaineseah. well.. even though most of them have eventually move on but then, sigh. i just wanted to tell the 2 of you how much i love you. hmm, maybe i have been having endless conflict and showing you ppl super sucks attitude but then, i really treasure all of you. all those detention elaine have accompany me and when she have detention, i will tell her i wait for her in canteen. she's always the one doing so much and so much for me without any complains and yet, i always took her for granted. xuanmin and siying was my really close sister. well, i miss those days when we do art in siying house. i cant remember wad it call but some sort of art preparatory work for mrlee sc and eoy exam. i miss those days when we still have a chance to meet up and quarrel. and sitting outside haven every morning waiting for the bell to ring. i miss the 3 same bags we used to ahve. whlie mine is pink, xm blue and sy black. i miss those self studying period with 2E3 or 1E3. it just so fun being with them.sigh. when we all promote to 2E3. we are still as hellish as ever. i never regard any of them as my schoolmates. yes, i treat the E1 and E2 like wad. lol. but then, they have never bear the grudges with me. =D i love them to bits.

i miss all those competitions that the 3 clasess will fight for the champion.
i miss our last year food and funfair when 4E1,4E2 and 4E3 are just next to one another. ;)
i miss 4E1, nisa screaming like crazy and making me scream as loud as well.
i miss all those days when we were simply hanging outside out classroom waiting for teachers to come.
i miss the class and peeps so much. =(
i miss spectrum adn event i plannedand run with the teachers.
i miss hearing mr koh screaming at 4E2 instead of 4E3.
i miss making all the teachers go bonkers with my: " but why?"
i miss asking ppl to buy food for me.
i msis having chinese lesson with 4E1 and mr hang. x(
i miss carrying khairul bag and walk around.
i miss sabo-ing ppl around the school when their birthday arrive.

sigh.. i miss my secondary schoo llife. when i realise wad is fun adn love all about. from stranger to ppl now so close to heart. i miss everyone of them regardless of my own class or even the 4E1 ppl. yes, all those funny ppl. ohh, i miss shaun yen sleeping position. and the life skill lesson we all have in issac room. haha! i miss so much of the fun. but then, i know we will somehow meet up with one another again. i love you ppl. <3

to all:

maybe i'm never a good or nice friend to you all. but then, i really treasure everyone. hmm, thansk for all the patient you all have in me,. even though sometime, it seem like i'm being unreasonable and moody but you ppl just gave in to me. i remember once when mr koh scolded the class for not doing homework.. and only i done my work. they thought i betray them and just wanted to earn those praises. but then, seriously i didnt. the whole class at tht point of time, ignore me, didnt wanto talk to me. it really hurt me so much. i remember the guys were fustrated with me and everyone jsut somehow, reject me to enter their world. i felt so loss and as if i have lose all my friends. during recess time, the guys and some other didnt sit at the usual place we used to sit. they were rushing their math in class.. i thought i was being nice to buy them some food. but then no, the first sentence i recieve when i deliever the food was : " thanks to you, we all have to suffer like tht." how much i hope at tht point of time, someone will tell them i didnt do anything.. but then, no one did tht. and i really feel so hurt when my class ignore me and i cry outside the classroom. i didnt betray you ppl. seriously, i dunno if i have done my work will make you all dislike me. even though it's just merely 2 hours of rejection from you ppl. but yet, it really hurt so much and i cry like crazy. =X mr koh walk up to me and ask me wad happen, but then i did not say anything. somehow, after i cried, the guys treat me better. they realsied they misunderstood me. =D all this make me realise, i really couldnt live without all of you. and it happen just one week before my birthday and it's on the day i gave the lollipops. ohh, and i shared the lollipop with 4E1 too. =D and 4E2. they are just so sweet ppl. x) ok, somehow, i already forgotten how evil and irritating i'm to others and inconsiderate about others feeling. but then, you ppl are really the one that make up every seconds and minute of my life in GR. i'm never alone. you will never see me alone in school. how much i hope, i can turn the time over. and i really miss all of you. =(

ok, many of them have been saying about the past. well, this show how close our relationship are. after 6 months of separation, we still miss one another. but then, time move on. everyone move on. i wish they will be part of my lfie somehow. and most imptly, i miss saiful. =( the joker tht will make me laugh even though i'm in bad mood. he's nice. adn shaun yen, when he cut my finger and hecried together with me. joachim and gang, ridwan.. li yuan- my sec1 partner, kim seng.. so many many many of them. argh! i <3>

ok, i hope i can meet up with them soon. sigh. the year just passby so fast. lalalala.. 16 more days, mr tan will leave. it's alright. be strong peiching. somehow, i have been having bad instinct tht something might happen to someone. it alright, i guess, i'm being sensitive. ok. nothing much. purely abotu my ppl in GR. i love them. ahhhhh!~ stop it. hmm, i have lost count of how many days my uncle will be back. sigh. i just thinking, he better come back. if not i will kick and kill him. ARGH! lalalala!!~

I MISS MR KOH TEE YONG! GODPA <3

I MISS MR KELSON SEAH! MY SUPERMAN~

I MISS MR LEE SZE CHUIN~ DADDY!

I MISS MS JULIE TAN! where are you? =x

I MISS MAKARA! =( *i dunno when can see you.

I MISS MR SOO AY~ my best friend. =)

I MISS MR CHUI!~ sigh..... ....

*THEY ARE SIMPLY MY RAINBOWS OF LIFE.*

i dunno where is my dearest godpa. i miss him freaking lot. arghhhhhhh!~ but then, cannot sms him.. cos will disturb. grrrr~ i miss godpa i miss godpa.. i miss GODPA lar. =( sigh.

ok, gathering for EXPRESS'06/ sound so stream-ist yea. =D ok, lame. hahaha! i miss so much of them. i will start eamiling ppl one by one. start from later on. i already email my class DARLINGS. nicky ang and kai. hahaha.. tri going to taiwan tml. CHEERS!~ have lots of fun. =D i will miss you babe. lol.

ok, return my godpa to me. yes, you! dun deny.. i say return mean return lar. he's mine. FOREVER MINE!~ omg, i sound sick* lol.. but then, i jsut hope to know where is he now?!

I WANT MY GODPA BACK PLS! =(