`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
to YOU: i simply detest it right now. why forever and ever, YOU can make it seem like the entire matter seem like, YOU are the one trying to shake it off and i'm the one being unreasonable? why? are YOu trying to tell me cos, i'm no longer the one that can help. i didnt want to think in this way but YOU make me feel this way. stop all your fucking bullshiat stuff that you used to pacify me with. YOU choose to accuse me last time, den YOU told me YOU dun mean it and how much YOU have sarcrifice for me. and for fuck, i stupidly believe YOU. thanks to YOu i lost my trueself, i lost my direction. i always though YOU found me in the dark, but no.. i can walk out myself. i dun care. i dunno what the hell i wanted to tell YOU rite now. i'm confuse, can someone be kind hearted enough to tell me, what have i ever done wrong to deserve yourfucking treatement like this? tell me! sigh. YOU are no longer who YOU are and i'm no longer tanpeiching you know. ppl tend to change. i must be stupid to fall everytime. i really dunno wad happen. perhaps, i misunderstand YOU, but YOU nv even bother to tell me wad really went wrong. i dunno. i really dun. for YOu i have done all i can. i really done it. but then, i just feel i'm never ever been appreciated. yup, thankyou thankyou thankyou. beside thankyou, nothing else? i dunno. you say you will show me appreciation throguh actions, i believe, but then. once again. sigh. let it be. i have been a fool long enough. thankyou. i really dunno wad i going to do in the future. i dunno. i'm lost. give me time, i will pick myself up from where i fall again. thanks. *the above message dun goes to any specify person.* thankyou. ;) ohwell, went to polyclinic with amal. thanks girl. ;) she brought me chocolate. ZzZz.. ;( it make ppl fat. LOL. but it got me high for a moment. thanks. in the end, that fucking polyclinic didnt do checkup for shatec. TMD. fuck man. i got so pissed off. really, it pissed me off totally. and i waitedfor like 3 hours? before that fucking person told me that. idiotic. blardy hell. i'm so unhappy lar. ARGH! cant they actually ask me wad i want in the beginning. the say they do checkup but no specification. or maybe perhaps i didnt see. forget it. =_=" anyway, i keep telling myself i must accumulate my good karma. so i shldnt be evil. well, went to focus and get my medince prescirption and stuff lar. cant be bother. went on to meet with rai, qis, khai, nysa, yati, amal and me. ;) lol. den went to eat and slack. buy something and we went home. thanks girl. i love you ppl trucks lot. and luqman, i didnt mean to bubble you lar. sorry. i cant even find out when mr tan is leaving. tml going rp instead of today. lalala. i dunno wad actually happen. it really make me dun feel good right now. joa told me mr koh dye his hair. my problem? he used to say ' my problem?' fine, now, my problem? i cantb e bother. since he cant be bother too. ;) wad have i done,i have no ideas. i felt lost. totally lost. orientation in 3 days time. congrats. all the best then. ;) lol. having fucking soar throat. wth. be it lar. going to rp. lala. see how. i feel very pissed off. i really feel. why forever my feeling isnt taken into consideration? _l_ argh. to hell with it.stop all your fucking pacifying. thankyou.
