• i got no more late nights.
• i got no more free days.
• i got to juggle school as well as work.
• i got no time to go back GR to find mr koh.
• i got to study hard again.
• i got to panick during exams.
• i got to make new friends..

alright. even though during this 7 months of holidays, i have been looking forward but then, i really wish to go back to school to study and be a student again. hmm, going through those hardship with my classmates and panicking as usual for exams. studying til late nights for test and doing tons of homework. oh.. i kind of miss such life but then, will i ever be able to change myself back to such mode again? hmm, no more motivator but then, i will try my best.

on the other hand, i wasnt so looking forward to the school start, i'm kind of worry that i cant make any friends. ;( tanpeiching is afraid tht she cant make any friends. LOL! hey, not funny ok. i'm really afraid. and and and.. wad if those ppl isnt as nice as my 4E3 classmates. wad if they cannot tahan my attitude? *( den you change lar, i tot you promise mr koh liao?) aiya.. i know but then, not so easy ler.. =( hmm, wad if my schedule get heavier and heavier. wad if i cant cope with new syllabus of amath? argh! wad if.. so many wad if. i'm going bonkers. =x sigh..

• wad if my emath teacher isnt as nice as mr koh?
• wad if my chinese teacher isnt as good to bully as mr ng?
• wad if my english teacher isnt as caring as mdm ho?
• wad if my geography teachers isnt like mrs lim?
• wad if my emath number 2 teachers isnt as jokeful as ms julie tan?
• wad if my chemistry teacher is still like mr vic lee? =x
• wad if my physic teacher is still like mrs choy... *pray hard*
• wad if my social studies teacher is not like mdm ho?
• wad if my f&n teacher isnt as funny as mdm haryani?
• wad if i dun have motivator like mr tan anymore?

awwww... thinking of all this make me feel so sad! x( not happy at all. i just lend my bro the strwberry shortcake container to put his washing face thingy. see, how nice a sister i am. *wide-grin* =D but then, it's in pink. =X i tried to find my white colour one. btu then, i cant find. hehs! alright. work today = sucks. i dun wish to mention it but then learn a few thing. okok, work = suck work = suck. just pray hard next week i dun go there ANYMORE! yes, ANYMORE! suckers. but then, i cant meet jason ler, like tht. awww.. so sad! ;(

alright.. i was just thinking if my subject teacher combination in GR last year goes like this... will my result gets better?

1. FORM TEACHER - mdm ho! ;)
2. emath - mr steven koh! ;)
3. emath 2 - ms julie tan! ;)
4. CS (chemistry) - mr kelson seah
5. CS (physics) - mr goh wei beng ( is it? i cant rmb!)
6. CH (geography) - mrs valerie lim! ;)
7. CH ( social studies) - mdm ho! ;)
8. english- mdm ho ;)
9. f&n- mdm haryani ;)
10. PE- mr george tan ;)
11. chinese- mr hang.
12. POA- mr lim shi hao.

alright, so it seem like i only need to change my combine science, chinese and POA teachers. ohwell.. maybe my POA and science really matter. somehow, teachers affect how students study. *i agree* aiya, stop dreaming lar. just hope, i have better times in shatec. praying really hard. just hope so. or it might not give me so much of sense of belonging. anyway, for the next 3 years, i can stop dreaming abt going oversea. cos private school surely dun have much subsidy. surely one. so bye cambodia. bye hong kong or evn bye LAOS~ argh! no more oversea exchange i suppose. but then, the leaflet stated that, there is austrilla, US? omg, stop dreaming lar tanpeiching. lol. =X

alright, suddenly i remember mr koh brought me nougats before. he drew me a circle properties on paper with his signature before. he owe me my claypot rice. ZzZz *( so darn long ago)* he gave me a mp4 before. he scolded me before. he gave me a dog from hongkong disneyland before. he write for me testimonial before. wad else. argh.. cant rmb lar. actually is alot le.. btu then, i cant rmb. =X lol.. but i gave him more lar. lol.. but his nougats, guess wad? i only got 1 piece. yes, dun be surprise, just ONE pathetic piece cos he say i must share with others. so in the end, everyone got it.. adn they snatch mine. so i left with ONE piece. and i rmb it's montage. ;)

i told him.........

me:" see, i left one only! all of them took it."

mr koh: " told you msut share wad. if so selfish, next time no more."

me: " i share already, that's why LEFT ONE PIECE!~"

mr koh: " den? wad you want me to do? give it to ms kwek."

me: *stunned* left one piece also must give ms kwek? den i.. i.."

mr koh: " see, you never know the beauty of sharing!" *( and he took the nougat away from my hand."

me: " argh! take lar take lar.. i also haven eat a single one. still say buy for me? i rather next time, you buy for rach and i snatch the whole packet."

mr koh: "why are you showing attitude, when i buy for you?"

anyway, i was trying so hard to explain to him that i'm left with one piece and i did share. but then, the music is super loud and he cant heard me. and he tot i refuse to share. ;( i did sms and tell him but then, he dun care. and and and.. i didnt show attitude, i jsut angry he cant heard.. and tht's gone all my nougats. but i manage to snatch back one from rach i think. LOL! funny sey. hahaahaa~ and he did say wanto buy for me only when we are quarreling tht time and i sms him : " i dun need anything from you. bye!" lol.. and he told jurrel i hurt him. opps! =x i dun mean it. hahahah! random.

cos i was packign my stuff and i saw my nougats packet again. whoohoo... i love godpa. ohwell.. i think i will not blame him for ignoring me.. lalala! any idea when mr ta is leaving? i dunno the time. aww.. i gonna miss mr tan. ok. lame. bye! update tml. *hugs*