• i cant wait for rachael to reach singapore.
• i cant wait for the class to be gather at sentosa.
• i cant wait to wait under mr koh block on the 9th.
• i cant wait for sisterlub dinner of kimchis. LOL. =x
• i cant wait for the surprises that i have planned for rach on the 10th.
• i cant wait for my school to open to study with yvonne and yen ping.
• i cant wait for everything to arrive right not.

wow! suddenly, at this point of time.. i just feel so great and wonderful. yes, super good abt it. i dunno how come. i have been grinning to myself since morning. yes, the moments i woke up and see the sun. i dun care. the sun is sunshine of my life. wow! i cant describe the happiness that is in me. perhaps, losing such laughter for too long and deprived. but seriously, i dun care. i want all those happy moments back. i'm just getting so excited. it seem like i'm flying off from my chair. HAHA! so happy. VERY VERY happy. yea! =D

alright. today i saw my favourite in the whole wide world. MR KELSON SEAH! yes, he matter too much already. i was screaming like crazy when i saw him walking down the escalator with mrs lim. ;) wow, i felt so nice. is like i finally saw them for so long. i miss them so much. i scream. HAHA! mr seah. wahahas! he's my buddy and superseah. I LOVE HIM. alot alot alot alot. i dunnno how come, but the feelings that he gave me was unlike my uncle. ahhh! he is always so funny. so this conversation took place.. k= kelson, m=me.

k: wow, grow slimmer again. i heard you working here.

m: yup, i sell cameras, wanto buy from me? ;)

k: dun wan lar. why sell cameras? sell food mah. better.

m: but why?

k: cos, you can tell ppl.. look at my figure. cos i always eat. =_="

m: idiot lar you. always suan me.

k: hahaha! when you coming back to sch and visit me?

m: i starting school liao le. but i miss you alot. AHAH~

k: *sercret* haha, no wonder you dun wan come back. =x

blah blah blah.. so i got so super high i saw my mr seah.. to me, he is ;

1. he's someone who will protect me when i got into trouble.
2. he's someone who will entertain me when i'm feeling down..
3. he's someone who will be my gossip-mates.
4. he's someone who will drive me home w/o complains.
5. he's someone who will teach me bad things.
6. he's someone who appreciate me for who i'm really is.
7. he's someone who is so funny that being with him will make you forget everything.
8. most imptly, he's someone, who will not show me attitude when he's feeling low.

tribute to mr seah: ;)

sucker. even though, you have been suanning me for seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years. but you are always there for me when i need someone to talk to. yes, i really appreciate your presence when i feel like crying or when i got bullied. ;( basically, you love to say i got fat but then, i love it when you say i slim. lol. i know you are basically, racist, sexist, fatist. but other than that, your mouth is consider evil and sucks but it's alright to me, cos i really love gossiping with you. ALOT! maybe i didnt give you alot of surprises like i give my uncle but then, i really love to see your irritated face when i scream: " MR SEAH, ENTERTAIN ME!" i find it funny when you used me to hide from someone. i find it wonderful, when you scold those ppl i dun like. i find you irritating when you keep saying mr koh this and tht. i find you evil when you say someone is ugly. i find you very niang when you keep washing your face. i find you idiotic when you dun let me eat pizza. mr seah, i really want you to be in my life forever. cos you are my sunshine. thankyou sunshine. you nv failed to bring a smile on my face when i'm having monday blues. WOAINI! yea. i miss sword fighting with you. i miss gossiping with you. i miss snatching the cushion with you. i miss we two bully uncle koh together. i miss you scolding me sucker. i miss you protecting me when mr koh and ppl wanted to punish me. i miss you driving me home. i miss you kajiao-ing me when i'm super busy. i miss you calling me free labour. i miss you alot alot alot. ;) i wanted to kick you right now. YEA! mr seah, you are my sunshine, superman, body guard, precious, candle.. wadever, you are so god hell important to me. ;)

alright. ages since i last saw him. my body guard! he always tell mr koh when he wanted to punish me cos i scolded sucker. mr seah will say:" also not abd word wad, you punish her for wad?" i miss all those days to bit. I WANT MR SEAH! yea yea yea. ;)

hmm, saw MANY ppl today. alot of seniors. juniors my own batch ppl. everything is making me goes high. i miss my precious juniors. i miss melissa and stupid yanting. i miss so many of them. argh! ;( mel got me smth, i dunno wad is it this time. LOL. dwho cares. i love myself. haha. i felt so loved. omg, sch starting = lesser time abck to GR. i cant wait for rach to come. thankyou mr seah for making me high the whole day. i was grinning and laughing to myself when i tot of wad i did with mr seah. opps. LOVE YOU! haha. kk, i wanto go sleep and smile in dream rawks. i lvoe mr seah. yes, i really do. LOL. =x and and and, life is too short to be unhappy. good one. LOL. wad else let me think. happy working with shirley. LOL. if can, i wanted to turn back the time, to where we used to be, saw sng and ppl, it make me feel like we been let out from the AVA after the long torture. but i dun care. i'm the most happy and lovable girl in this whole world right now. ;)

i am a happy girl. yes, i'm. i found my smile so real and so sweet. it's no longer a mask that i wanted to show all my friends. this is real. i feel totally myself and i find today is the happiest day eversince i came back from cambodia and during my 4E3 days, yes, mr seah. thanks. i want you to be by my side forever. i will follow you too. pull you tight. LOL. love. haha. my superman for life. wahahas. night.