♥ending it might be better for us.
hmm, school today. as usual. yenping didnt come again. like eduh!~ she always like tht. hahaha! anyway, kinda weird tht my list of ppl online is so little. =x those under DTM(B)0707. haha. cos all of them wento clubbing. i think. or rather drinking. (: well, haha! and today school is fairly ok. not much looking forward or stuff. it's just so used to it or rather i'm numb abt it. there might be a slightly better being with friends, though, still cannot click into the big groups. or maybe i 'm mad. i dunno. i wasnt tht looking forward to school but then i wun resist have to go too cos shabri say we pay 12$ to shatec everyday. see, $12 ok. haha! and thank god, the norman didnt come and we get to go home early. (: wantign to go back to 'where i belong' but then i cant drag my feet there. too tired and stuff. went back home. didnt smsed D' the whole day. i cant be bother. he got sms to ask me wake up, but i didnt wanto reply him. i'm already like numb to everything. i cant be bother abt it too. ms julie tan went home, mrs chew on course and wad pissed me off totally is when i called godpa, he kap my call. according to melissa, he was busy reharsaling with the SC> wad a joke, he finally doing smth. =x no la, he's forever nice to me. (: except this time. hahaha. hugs!*well, so long didnt see him already can. haha! (: still tot of surprising him. no motivation ah, godpa. hahaha! i want to buy him all his favourite drinks again. i wanto buy him chai tao kway again. i wanto buy him coffee black, grasspower, coke lime, coke vanilla, barley, herbal tea, soya milk. haha! i want i want. but when i got chance to do such thing for him again. i miss him alot. really alot. i very worry abt him. i dun want those unappreciater criticise him again. i dun like it at any bits. it sucks totally. i dun like ok. hahha. most ppl dunno how it feel la. he always say he dun allow me to do anything for him. cos, he dunderserve it. but are you sure you deserve to be treated like this by the sec3s? irritating. sia lar, i dun feel like going to alumni dinenr now.cos mrs chew and ppl not going. omg. died la. if really it gonna be so darn bored i not going to go lor.-i simply detest ppl who talk behind my back or making fun abt thigns which isnt funny at all. it sucks totally. i hate ppl who are super incosiderate and have so much fucking stuff to talk abt. you dunno how much others have undergo to reach this stage, you dunno how much ppl have done to conquer the situation. you dunno how much it is to hurt someone. so pls lar, stop trying to be funny and gossip ab ppl behind the back. especially all those talking you love to. it isnt fnny or nice abt it. try thinking if you are in other ppl shoe, would you like to be treated liek tht? no ownder, oyu ppl are so incosiderate can. irritating.- ps:/ dun get the wrong idea. the msg refer to someone who doesnt have the brain. if you feel it's you den there might be something wrong. haha. try to think for others. you will find the world a better place to be. (:well, i dun have so much karma like godpa at least, i'm still abit considerate i think. haha. sel-proclaim. omg, watching the 4E3 video and also my cambodia video blah blah blah.. i feel so happy can. it's like all those memories is like no more already ): i miss it. haha. well, D', perhaps, ending might be a better outcome. (: i dunno. perhaps. i have enoguh. prject research. shiat. better do it. haa. tml ending at 2:30 too. whoohoo!~ i like it when norman is on MC> i love it to bits.
