♥i cant afford to lose the D' & godpa.
[haha! this got nothing to do with racial harmony. but cambodia times.khairul BF, baby! hmm, shaun's son and shaun.]
[the 4E3ER. before going into ngee ann convenction hall.]
[the girls i suppose. (:]
[the 7 of us, before going spectrum.]
[theleaders ; me, rach, jia & nicky.]
[morning, at rach's hse. ying, tri & me]
[lalala!~ my BELOVEDS.]
[in CLASS! i love them to bits.]
[in the foyer. whole class]
[it's love. rach&harold. jia&nicky, me and yongwei.]
dun have la
[well, a nice one. LOL. like, finally.]
well, today is the 20th. (: which mean last year at this day, we are having our racial harmony in GR. wow, it so rawks can. i miss it and we rush for spectrum at night. and the next sat is remedials. ): lol. i dun really detest remedials. somehow it rawks totally. LOL. especially, i love godpa's math lesson and ms julie tan the most. she rawks like crazy too. haha. and i miss wearing the costume lor. haha! i miss tht. so much. haha. wasnt really tht into taking pictures in class now. i know if it's in the past, i will be like ' take me take me.' super buai ba can. wahahas. i want those days but then, my DTMers are really nice too. lol. (: *see, i praise you ppl ok*
start off with housekeeping. lameshit lor. i hate the lesson but somehow, the lesson pass quite fast. haha! den front office which is always full of laughter den tourism/IR. kind of enjoy tourism while doing project with the group. haha. veneta, shabri, daniel, yen ping and me. xiao-vone didnt come today. haha! so, i kind of destroy eveything. HAHA! my ferris wheel or smth. haha! =x nice wad, they still cant appreciate my drawing. =_=" sorry ppl. but then, it's really so funny to work with them. yea, i enjoyed it. thanks. (: CTIS simply = doing nothing can. haha! i went back early, tot of meeting D' but i forgot D' got rugby. whahas. =x he fall asleep again. lalala, i love D'. (: but then, godpa dislike him. wahahas, i love D' ok. <3<3<3
tml i'm working. sucks. but then, i'm fine with it lar. godpa say i'm brave. ): yea yea, i really love my godpa. well, called him during break. was like smiling to myself like crazy can. after i finish housekeeping presentation work. haha. den he didnt pick up, but he call back lor. den i didnt heard, i call again. haha.
godpa: yes, my dear girl, wad you want form me this time?
me: uncle, i miss you le. where're you now?
godpa: in the hall lar. call me for wad?
me: cannot call you meh? why so noisy?
godpa: told you, i'm in the hall liao mah. wad is it?
me: nothing, i now having break,so call to disturb. (:
godpa: nonsense lar you. ok ah, i need to hang up. got talks.
me: but then.. i.. i .. i..
godpa: wad? wad you want?
me: nothing.
godpa: talk to you ltr.
lalala.. den i smsed him, telling him tht i just wanto disturb him and ask him to brign me out for dinner. but then, godpa say his health is deteroiatin. ask me to take care. i dunno why, i feel so upset lar. i dun like him like tht. ): den chat abit, he didnt reply and say bye. i irritate him meh? but then, he sound funny when i called him. well, all i can do is cherish the time he have left for me i guess. the more i dun dare to tell godpa abt D' can. i surely get kill and chop and maybe thrown into kallang river lar. but if ask me to choose D' or godpa, i will choose godpa. he's simply too important to me. i cant fuckingly imagine if he really gonna leave me, how will i react. maybe, i will really go crazy too. i miss godpa. missing those day wen i keep disturb him and making him go mad,. i miss going fajar for breakfast, sitting in his car to bukit timah. wow, i love him to bits. (: godpa, dun leave me can. kind of worry abt his health, but i got no time to visit him. haha.
called suckerseah. ask him pay for my alumni dinner. haha. well, actually didnt really wanted to go but then, no much time left yea. godpa is more important than my anything. even i have to sacrifice working, i will lar. i know, he wanted to pay my last semester fee buti didnt allow him to. haha. i love him but i love D' too. i dun wanto lose any of them <3.>
i wanted to tell godpa not to leave me alone in the world, i wanted to let him know, he really matter alot to me. he say is not tht i cant do anything for him is just tht he doesnt want me to do anything for him. i dun wan to lose him. if one day, i really got news saying tht he's dead or smth, i probably will break down and cry and run out of my class and of to find him. he told me he want to see me obtain my diploma cert and show it to him proudly. i dunno why, there's like something he is hiding from me. smehow, some illness i think, i dun believe one can lose so much weight at a period of time. i miss godpa. i miss mr koh back view. the one with his nad holding to a box full of papers, marker. i miss the purple pencil box which have lots of rubber band on it. i miss the cherry book that i have to carry everywhere i go. i miss it. (: well, alumni dinner, i think he gonna entertian those big shot again but thank goodness i got my beloved kelson seah.
i guess D' is sleeping like a fucking pig can. sibei DL him liao lar. like shit. i will revenge tml. i wun reply you. GRR. sleeping soon. tml working at vivo. like DUH!~ nvm lar. no more phobia. i dun wan my godpa to be so tired can. i want to visit him somehow. i miss him alot like really ALOT. there's the save the earth project tml in garden plaza. but i'm not going. i'm stationing at vivo. like shit it man. i wanto go. cos sucker seah is there. awwww, i miss it. (: D', i hate you lar. you sucker. ltr i dun friend you den you know. haha. hugs everyone. one week gone and wait patiently for another. haha. i start to love my class DTM [B] 0707. =D
