- when i was abt to bath.-
-back from dinner.-
-i love this la.-
-mr reflections.-
haha. zilian again is it? wahahas. =x afew pic after i'm back from alumni dinner. thanks to siying. she make up for me la. haha. abit of different? ha! hope so yea. (: today slack whole day at home. i'm really so god damn tired to even walk out of my hse. well, i guess without the medicine, i'm like puting on lots of weight like as usual. (: hahha! well well well, i'm super duper lazy. no doubt, ytd sabotaging is still a fear to me now. omg. hahaha.
well well well, saw a particular nickname. i guess the 3 more days refer to my uncle decision to leave or not ba. i'm not going to ask him, if not he will treat me like a fool again. ): haha. i's kindo f saddening to see ppl around us are disliking him, well, tht's life. but then i really dun like ppl to dislike him can. ): i dun like at all la. hais. forget it. i guess we dun have much time meeting up with one another. unless he really decide to leave. if he leave, i feel guilty, cos he say if i'm able to find out why he's leaving then maybe he will stay but i eventually give up somehow. well, he always call me a traitor cos i exchange infro with ppl. irritating godpa. you sucks. x=
oh, to someone else too. (: idunno wad the fuck you dislike me for and just for your fucking info, i dun like you either. pls dun fuckingly backstabbed me behind my back, it super pissing off, you wanto read my blog den keep the comments ducking to yourself dun in the end saying stuf tht i'm saying thigns behind your back. omg la. you still claim we grew up together. pls la. for fucking sake. i dun deserve such a honour. and for your info hor, i might not get adapt into my new school now so pls dun fuckingly come and tell me all those bullshit. pissing me off. and your fucking fucky attitude, pls keep it to yourself. i didnt owe you ok. dun show me tht lousy attitude of yours. you not happy, say it straight on my face, dun try to be funny. and who the hell bullying you now, crazy lameshit. i think you are mad, anyway, keep your fucking words to yurself. dun force me i tell you. thankyou yea. (:
-yes, this message goes out to you. understand? blardy hell. ya, go ahead and complain to mer koh, like for fuck i scare and i doubt you have guts. disgusting. bleah~ so wad i'm going through retribution, it got no fucking reason to do with you. can? happy. idiot. you love to see ppl in agony. you are for sure a sucker. no wonder mr seah say, when you are ugly, you are for sure ugly at heart. omg, i cant stand it. oh no, you not sucker. sucker is too good for you. it make you the same status as mr seah. puke! confront me if you think i'm saying abt you. hahaha!-
well, evnting my anger over here. didnt wanto spoilt the so-called friendship. in case, you start to make noise to ppl around me and i have neough abt such lame stuff. (: school tml, i wasnt at all looking forward. 1st aug, the truth shall reveal. i dun want godpa to go. ahhhh, i dunno. just thinking, we are drifting further. well, he say he wanto see me get diploma. true? i'm somehow afriad of losing him. wanting to talk to him but is forever so busy. godpa, why like tht? i miss the ' shut up la you' and my ' wads the poblem?' haha! miss.
well, D' back today. carry on or not. i dunno. letting go seem hard but possessing it seem lame. i dunno. my mind is in a big mess, i'm super tired. i hate school. can i just dun go school pls. it seem so lame can. i dun wanto go la. ): peiching is a brave girl. 4th week in school, will things get better? hope so. the 5days of adapting every week seem so difficult. shiat it man. i think i gonna die already la. i hate school. i hate school. i hate school. i wanto go and surprise godpa. can i? i really miss him alot. sigh. i feel like eating lollipop. haha. lame. ):
watch cambodia video. ): feel like crying when the baby part reach. omg la. i miss them so much. ): i rmb on the way to the remote village, godpa was trying so hard to force cantonese into my brain. haha. and the angkor wat part when i just simply refuse to move on. and i refuse to eat at all. tht make him really angry. when i left orpahnages, i was crying like crazy, he was consoling. saying must be strong. 'big girls dun cry.' i miss it. when in the hotel, he fancy lock the sliding door and prevent shaun from gettign out and point middle finger at us. omg -_-" and also when i went shopping iwth makara, he say i'm smart. when i treat thida and makara sweet, he say i can make friends fast. 'make friends fast?' sound so like a joke can. i cant. when i vomit of taking the malaria pill he force another one into my mouth, den i puke again. haha. actualyl i just dun like the taste. the days when he ask me to make coffee. and stuff. well, it have been so long. 2 years ago. if i didnt go for cambodia trip, i wun know him.
mr ong is perfectly right. he say, if i didnt go cambodia, i wun change to who i am now. well, i love mr ong, no matter wad the hell happen. i dun like him to sigh. he's stress too. daddy too. well, i dunno. i just miss going cambodia. can i go cmabodia with the school this nov? i doubtso. there's no holiday can. saddening. haha.
