THURSDAY TODAY. FINALLY GOT TO READ MY HARRY POTTER. GOT IT FROM MY BROTHER YEASTERDAY. (: MISSING THOSE DAYS THAT I'M READING IN CLASS EVEN DADDY LEE SAY IT WASNT ME. (: HAHA!~ I MISS CLASS CLEANING. WOW, EMPTYING EVERY RUBBISH WE EVER GOT. SO MEMORABLE LOR. I WANTO WEAR THE UGLY BUT HEART WARMING UNIFORM. I WANT! ANYBODY?! LOL. yellow+brown is forever better than white+black. (: missing it. ohwell, move on girl, 3 weeks in shatec. nothing much to comment. just hang on there. yea, friday tml. = meeting up with sisters for steamboat. i cant wait ok. i miss them like crazy siao toot toot.

lol. supposingly to go back GR. like i keep saying wanting to go back, but i darn lazy can. haha. i miss mr koh. i want him la. i need him to console me; but he nv give a damn abt me. hahahah! who cares. saturday and i get to disturb him already. yea! and one mroe thing, the president award name is coming out soon. i cant wait for the result. hope he will get it sia. at least, a farewell gift for him. harold was like saying going back during teachers day. so long. ): ltr my uncle miss me how? lol. i wanto see him everyday but i know it's impossible la. i just dunno why, he always love to scold me. i'm so hurt by him. haha. sms him, he dun care. i know la, learn to be independence rite? forever lor him. i dun like la. i love to rely on him. i love to buy him all the carrot cake in the world. haha. i miss saturday buying him carrot cake. maybe i will just drop by on purpose to buy him carrot cake and tau hway. he must be grinning like nobody business. haha! =x omg, i can picture hs evil smile and he scolding me for buying him such high in cholestrol food. =x hahhaa! and i rmb the first time, i buy for him carrot cake, he will say ' taste so heart warming.' haha! i rmb his sickening face la. x= nonono, godpa, ILOVEYOU rmb? teach me econs before i died in my class. i miss dad. i miss him saying 'england' instead of 'english'. i miss him saying 'powderful' instead of 'powerful' wow. i rmb the 7th month, when it's hungry ghost festival, he cant be more lame than tht lor. keep saying boliao stuff. ask me becareful cos got things beside me. irritating. haha! but i miss it. godpa ah godpa, you are driving me nuts. (:

haha. i know he is super irritated by me. omg, suddenly i wanto say something.
i miss lim yan ting and melissa tan si min. (: omg, they are my super juniors. hahaha. lame shit la. tanpeiching. haha!

today was finally doing some discussion abt english project. thanks to micky, glenn, fung min, jonathan, yen ping, yvonne, fadhli. and the things goes well. everyone contributed. haha. ok, life short. tourism next, i dunno. it's like so much to cover but when we want to go into details, it seem so little. sian 1/2. hahah! ok, went on to meet D' but it's a short one. cant be bother. i guess, i have no more excess energy to handle. see how ba. today thinking of visitng godpa also wanting to ask him abt how to handle some problems. wow, i miss his talk can. his presentation skill rawks la. i think he really wish me and joachim can do well in olevel. but both of us let him down greatly.

he wanted me to pass my science, but i failed eventually even though i obtain a b3 for emath. he wanted me to try MI for the first 3 months, but i didnt want to. he didnt really force me but encourage me to do so and he feel it's worth it. if tht time, i went on to try MI, it might make him feel happier. i rmb he say ' even my tanpeiching got 16 for prelims.' omg. haha. he always wanted joachim to focus in studies instead of golf but he too, nv did tht. well, in the end, i didnt manage to go into something i like and chosen shatec which at least, make him happier abit and joachim, retain in sec4E. i know both of us have nv done our part as his god daughter or son la. but then, he still love us. knowing abt school fees, he will pay. knowing joachim couldnt manage so much at one go, he didnt add on those stress. well, he's really a good dad i can say. seeing him suffer, i fel bad too. he told joachim to go to JC is possible. and joachim is finally wnating to do godpa proud. (: hope so. all his dream is on joachim now. ACJC? haha. i hope he really can go. *sound evil*

'godpa;
even though we get to know during cambodia trip. but you create a huge impact in my life. (: from last time til now, you nv failed to have faith in me that i will do well and listen to you. i really appreciate the trsut you gave me all along. giving me endless opportunites to act and work like a leader is great. thankyou. during my days in GR as a student, you nv failed to bring a smile on my face. i rmb those days when all of us was under great pressure. the quarrelling cos you misunderstood me and stuff. crying and crying is all i do. and you, have to go through alot, to make me stop crying and trying your best to find out where i am. i rmb when i wanted to leave my house, you ask me if i want to worry you and make you come out and look for me. when i was lost in kallang with siying, you wanted to fetch me. thankyou godpa. you are really a nice dad all this whlie. i know you dislike me to be rude to others and also drinking. whnever i dirnk with shirley, the next day, i will get scolding. it's the trust you have in me. sigh, all those days. short and memorable one year. i know you are deeply hurt now and i dunno wad i can do for you. perhaps, giving you all the support you need. make your wise decision. if you choose to leave, so be it. i wun stop. i wanted to go brisbane with you end of the year but you say i'm a nuisance. well well well, i really appreciate you as my dad and dad, you rawks my life ok. haha! i know why you dun wanto look for 'mum' cos you claim 'mum' will be like me, wanting you to pacify her everytime, and it's super tiring. ohwell, i dun care. haha! i know you always say, have me and joachim is enough. haha! cos we can create a hell lot havoc for you. <3 i will try to visit you soon. but i sitll hope you can look for 'mum' so we dun have to feed you when you turn old. =x ok, old folk home when oyu turn 65! deal joachim? haha! =x joking la.

haha. sch start early tml. hell. D' going KL. wadever. haha. it sucks. iyea, godpa is right, just the 3 of us and it gonna be fine. i miss joachim bro sey. haha.