♥I'M LONGER A GREENRIDGEAN. ;( YES, I AM NOT!
well, back to GR to help out in fun fiesta. ;) opps, art fiesta i mean. LOL. it always been a passion and hard work of the seniors for this event. this is the only events tht got all of us committed and passionate and willing to do everyhing just for it. we can simply slog our lives by staying til alte nights in school. we can sarcrifice our breaks&lunch just for it. we can just get so excited just tkingabt the preparation, yes, it's just this art fiesta that got me to know wad's leadership all about. it's this art fiesta tht make me realised the joy of helping out without any complains. it's this art fiesta tht make me learn how to work in different groups. it's also this art fiesta that make me love into events planning. yes, so this event meant too much to me, rai and amal. we grew in it and we live for it. yes, the annual art fest is something tht motivate us from going on. the actual day of event is somethign which we are all excited as well as looking forward to. this is a simple art fest to others but it's just simply mean too much to the 3 of us. well, juniors took over everything, somehow, play back to those time when we are wearing GR uniforms running about with a walkie talkie. haha. it'sso fun and nice. everything jsut stop at tht moments. i miss it. last year we have cluster events and food fair. well, a even bigger bigger bigger scale one. wow, i miss it. =) hmm, went back to tht so called second home of mine. now, to me it seem like a joke. a very funny joke. ;) my home. foreever my school. lol, no. it's not. ok, well.. start off with a really bad start of havign me quarreling with the blardy fucker. hmm, shouldnt post it in my blog, cos, it simply dirty my blog. you stupid black,. =x ohwell, make daddy rather difficult position. sorry daddy. i love you. -_-" well, some kind soul passby and didnt even bother to get down his car and help. wow, all he do was park his blardy car and shoo.. off to the office. thankyou hor. and superseah claim he's my superman and when i'm in lurch, he off his phone. so wth lar. feel kind of sorry to daddy. i didnt mean to make him like tht. lalala! well, apologize of cos, cos peiching is a good girl. ;) lol. den fof to the art fiesta. like nth going on in sch. =x but overall, not too bad ok. den, mr seah, mr soo, ms liew, mr ong all MAKE FUN OF ME! =( they say cos i got the ahlian instead of GR look. so wth lar. GRRR. i was been ask back to help and i kena treated like fuck. i was so irritated and pissed off. if not for daddy lee, i wun do lor. =_="hmm, planning by junior somehow make me feel is it i wasnt a good leader in the past. well, i saw the way they planned, i wanted to faint straight on the floor. it's like so omg lar. i am just wondering, wad actually happen. yup, first year. LOL. but then, things iwll get better along the way. hah. a mirror to show how we guide them last time. but the group of ppl are totally not the same. =( well, but then, it's nice to guide and kind of doing abck wad we used to do like in the past. running here and there. wow, cant deny the whole school was like so super duh!~ nobody one lor. ;( lol. well, looking at my events being run like tht, i feel so dunno-wad-to-say. the more i dun feel like going tml. it hurt alot. my events, my sweat, my blood. my hardwork. peraps, i didnt manage to coach the junior rights. hais. sorry, daddy. going back to the hell sch tml. fucking lame GR. hais. everything is just gone. spoilt. i will jsut hlep daddy, cos he's my daddy. =) mdm saw me in the evening. ZzZz.. i wanted so much to tell her how pissed off i am. LOL. but then eventually, i stopped. i saw those eyes hinting. mdm say :" must come back more often to help ok?" ;( often? how often you want me to be back. i hate the fucking lame sch now. ahhh, suckers. well, recieve this msg :thankyou for coming back to help mr lee, you all must support him all the way, he is a deserving teacher whom you all must support. as for me, i am leaving you all soon, dont ask why, just support mr lee, the school and alway know that this is your school forever, you all are good girls whom i do know have to say out explicitly, remember, help mr lee and all those whom you love in the school, can exclude me cos i dun deserve anymore as i am leaving you all soon, thanks.- i dunno how to react. it took me hours and hours thinking wad to reply. i have enough. seriously. leaving me leaving me leaving me. you can choose not to. i dunno wad to say. said enough and heard enough. all you wan is me to shut up,. i grant your wish. =)and eventually i replied:forever my school? is it? wad a joke. if not for mr lee hab been very nice to me, i wun go back and make a fool out of myself. n also art fest have been a passion of mine.it's no longer my second home. the guard was like so f.up. i dun even feel i'm welcome back. mdm ask me go back more often, i dunno wad 2 say. but i feel totally sucks abt it. i'll try. 4 mr lee i can do anything. if the guard continue treat ex student like this, i doubt anyone will want to go back and visit their love one or even help. cos it turn me off totally. i hate the sch now. i dun like at all. 2nd home, once a greans forever a greans, forever my sch? tht's just talking from the sch. 're we treated like family from sch? NO! i'll still help in wad i can. but i'm totally disappointed with it. forget it. i'm jsut being lo soh or wadsoever. i cant b bother. i just hope tml events over and tht's it. anyway, good nyte and tkc of yaself. bye. i wun ask where u go. bye.well. i guess, i have hurt his feeling again. this is the second time i express how i feel. i didnt mean to hurt you. but i hope you will understand how it feel. it make me feel like i'm unfilial. i'm sorry. if can, i really wanto tell you i'm sorry tht i hurt you again. ;) sigh, i dunno wad to say. sorry. sigh. i will still avoid you as usual.ok. off to sleep. i am so irritated. LOL. =x i wanto sleep. I HATE GR, SUPER DETEST GR. AHHH, I DUNNO.
