sigh. i wasnt tht happy today. i cant be happy today. i just feel myself so pathetic. ohwell, i guess, everything is over. i hvae been waiting for your sms. i have been waiting like a fool. looking or even start gessing if it's you when my phone rang. i have gone mad, i have gone crazy. i close my eyes, i saw what i didnt wanto see. i'm scare. i dunno why. i'm like lost. my heart sank deeper and deeper. hmm, i isnt those girl you think i'm suppose to be. i wasnt those girl who you think i must be. i am not.

nothing to say. i'm not myself today. it hurt alot. i love ms tan. yes i do. i'm sorry for hurting her last time. love. (: