`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
well, today supposingly to be class chalet. ZzZ. first time, i dread going to downtown east and play my heart out. how come, this week holidays i didnt feel like going to see them again. sigh. just feel like it's so sometime, leftout i should say to be over there. ): and this is the first time, i, tanpeiching felt leftout. retribution you should call it. last time, nv consider abt ppl feelings now, i got such retribution. LOL. in my eyes, there only people who i loved and like are important to me, the rest, i dun give a damn. well, i nv realised how arrogant i was in the past.
met jurrel and joseph ytd in SV bball court. nice. i love such feelings with my wadever sisters or brothers you cna sy. went to brought drinks and i pay. joseph say it was kinda rare scene tht i didnt make him pay. or grab another strawberry poky and ask him buy for me. well, last time, i always force them to buy sweets and biscuit for me. just becos, i like it. i htrew joseph things around, cos i feel like it. i sing with jurrel aloud, cos i like it. i bite joseph also becos i like it. well, i was just so pamper and irritating. and no wonder, nicholas will jokingly call me a freak. (: those time. really happy time. amath,emath, d&T. haha. laughter and more laughter everyday. as if, i go school is becos i get to do alot of havoc thing with them. as if i went to school, just for the sake of theirs. i will jsut smile whenever we are lining up for morning assembly. even though, uncle will be angry at times, for my rudenesss nad misbehaviour, but then, jurrel, joseph, harold, nicholas all basically my whole class, will cheer me up. those staying back for emath was initially scary but dunno why, til the later part, i find it fun. cos there more time for us together. i miss those time, so much. (: recalling the past last time, was really fun. REAL fun. i miss you ppl again, greenridge, 4E3, 4E2, 4E1, teachers. (: so fun!
well, i watch snow angel til 6am this morning and i only selp til 11am. well, i'm a pro. initially was supposed to go chalet. but then, just dun feel like going so see how. LOl. i dun wnato travel to there and say byebye. den jurrel say play mahjong! den joseph went to make IC and gab got something on instead. ): so upset. i dun like. lol. but we still going lantern night tonight. (: i cant wait but somehow, something pulling me back to jio my uncle. (: i just felt so not confident of getting him out of his busy life again. he might not wanto see us at all. i dunno. how come ifelt, mr ong will eventually say ok but my uncle will reject us. i thought, i'm supposed to be closer with my uncle den mr ong? i dunno too. the dilemma feeling was here since ytd night. i was excited to meeet him, but then, i know he might not want to get out of the usual life he is in. spending the night with all of us, mean he couldnt acc his mum. ): well, i sitll not confident of doing so. lalala. perhaps, i'm just too annoying. =P
hmm, let me think abt it. (: and bye! i gonna go watch my show. some how, i think i wil lsee either he's accing his mummy if not, he will eb too busy to come out. i dunno. cos it;s exam. either very busy or not so busy. ohwell, or event he night is been taken up by his collegues. i dunno.
well, good news, jurrel sya he saw ms tang iwth her boyfriend tht day. whoohoo! which mean it's 100% impossible for hier to be with my uncle. which mean, the dream will nv come true. which also refer tht, i will nv have her as my godma. ohpls! lol. i still prefer HER' to be my godma. lol. =x secret. will uncle be busy? ohwellllll... ):
