♥be content and be thankful.
(: back from my exam hall. i didnt complete the alst part. not not enough time but then, i dunno wad the hell my paper require me to do and i was like having sniffing problem. LOL. =x guess wad, i forgot to take my tissue paper and the same thing happen just like ytd. i didnt dare to tell the trainer today. ): at least, today trainer is wayy better than ytd one. hahaha. (: paper was alright. one more down.. 3 more to go. holiday on it's way. getting nearer and nearer towards me. haha! i cant wait for my holiday. wheeeweee! happy. tml econs = die! ): if i flunk econs, and english. i know godpa gonna nag like nobody again. ): and it = no good. cos he will be darn feirce. but who cares. hahhaa. god, pls!well, nightmare again yesterday. it the same old dream for 2 consecutive day. omg. i dreamt that mr koh really married ms gnat and tht's make ms tang my 'AMDOG' =x and and and, he was torturing me and joachim. ): like giving joachim alot alot of science, while i got alot alot of bio. but i dunno why i dreamt i got bio when i didnt study for it. =_=" and godpa change to a different person. he only listen to ms gant and he keep scolding and punishing me and joachim. ohgosh. and i have to beg to go out. omg. it's 102% a nightmare. and i woke up from it. devils horn and stuff. shiat! is it going to come true. pls not. i'm gonna kill myself if it's a true. ): godpa, just 3 of us.. and tht's enough. please. lalala. just pray hard. it wun be a truth. dream will always be dream.pass by mr tan blog/. or rather go there to look for some motivations. LOl. and yea, he said.. 'be content with wad we have.' well, i wun ask for more. at least not going back to the past i hope. be brave. and i believe i will. and be thankful. whoohoo! at least, i know it's time i appreciate wad i have. thankyou mr tan. (: and i link him up. haha!and lastly, i going to sleep. ): and and and, just hope tml isnt a hard battle. at least, i dun wanto see godpa being dissapointed with me. ohgosh, the dream is awful. it make me so afraid of closing up my eyes, cos the same old scene will appear. x= pray hard tht it dun come true. please. sigh.well, i guess, i have to really follow my principal in life. there's nothing much i can help you and i ahve enough. all you want was tht and i cant help yo anymore. why cant others be fair to us as well as you. spare some pride for youself can. it's like so ridiculous. i have to pay my school fees and stuff. ohgod, it just so irritating. yes, there's nothing more i can help. unless, you want me to move out. *Considering in process* dun force me. yes, better dun. i'm not good to provoke too. stop adding on those unwanted stress on me and pls, dun make ur problem my problem. i'm not being heartless here. but then, there should be a limit. shit it.*above message to no one but myself.*
