♥friends FOREVER? funny.
pat,auntiedina,me,veron! WE LOVE KEITH.
our future pianist. (darren-kin-keith)
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the once upon a time sisters.
those memories. (:
well, i didnt blog ytd. cos i have been going out to play almost every single day. ): lol. and i'm offically broke. lol. i didnt buy anything but i guess, all my money went to eating. lol. it's still buffet and more buffet everyday.
haha! one week of holidays going to end soon. ): i isnt tht upset but i wasnt happy either. lalala. ytd, went to celebrate shirley birthday in kbox. i dun like it at all. i mean, with the group. hmm. no much comment forget it. i just make me feel so 100% disgusted. awww, i also dunno how to say but the person singing sucks. the environment sucks, the attitude and the face make me more sucky. ohwell, i should know he isnt a gentleman long ago. and for god sake, dun fuckingly think ur chinese very good can. i also A1 student. wtf. and the way, he snatch the mike and the controller just make me feel so pissed off like as though everyone have to listen to ur blardy irritating singing. ohwell, i dun really enjoy yesterday or i should say i didnt enjoy at all. if not for shirley, i will never go. wth. ohh, waste my $. argh, forget it la. ):
and then, today went to eat with juanne dajie and peggy. (: fun! den, off to meet linjia. life have become such a burden. tired is all i can say and super annoyed by the tireness. went to buffet den off to meet lim. slack at her hse before going to shengsiong to get something. ohwell, went there by walking and we have tons lot of fun. (: hell lot. laughing and laughing. perhaps, being different school is much more better. i couldnt describe how much we click with one another. but i love her. (: thanks sister. hug hug! hmm, den watch the Xfamily and stuff. den went to havedinner. colelct shirt and i go home. lol. first time, cos i'm really super sleepy when ytd we play til midnight. play? omg. with those ppl, i doubt is play. haha
i cant wait for shirley lee's birthday celebration and my vietnam&cambodia trip from 18thdec to 3th jan. (: hahahaha! how i hope, i can fly over there at this very moment. lol. the tot of meeting up with them make me high. at least, happier i think.
ps:/ i couldnt understand why on earth is there such a copycat. ): omg, so sad for YOU! yes, YOU la. always like the stuff i like. ohgosh. forever it's like tht. whenever i like this thing so much, they will like it. cant you have ur very own sense. argh. and i think there is no sense on you la. i saw the true colour of you. god, it just so scary. when, we are up to useful needs, den you come close to us. den when you dun need to make used of us anymore, den you find new one. dun need to say all those big words infront of me. wad friends blah! it all bullshit. BULLSHIT. you make friends forever dun exsit. you make trust impossible. you are just a PATHETIC worm. i know i being bad here. but then, you ask yourself, all this while wad you have been doing. you simply cant do a thing. wadever. letting myself getting angry is never worth it. and i dun understand why ppl have to do tht. it 100% disgusting as well. argh! you are never not disgusting. she was right, come to me when we are in authority and stuff. true colour of yours. ugly. ):
*the above msg goes to ppl who feel it's for them. (:
and next. i have enough of those rubbish of 'see first, see how, maybe free, i dunno' those blardy answer of shirley birthday. if you cant make it. just let me know, and dun fuckingly telling me all those bullshit. i'm not interested and i got no time to entertain such bullshit. they were right. being in the same shcool, saw one another flaws more. initially, i tot when i go shatec, at least i have 2 friends. but now, i realised, i got none there. cos all we do was hi,bye. i dun blame them. but why? does it really make a different even if i go TP tht time. when i told mrs lim and uncle, i didnt wanto go, cos igot no friends. haha. as if i got friend in shatec.
we once promised one anotehr tht, we will see through one naother marraige and be the bridemaid for every individual wedding. LOL! it must be joke tht i'm so naive. i know at least, siying, xuanmin,linjia, shirley might wanto fulfilled those promises. (: but then, it just make me feel as if, it impossible to maintain those friendship anymore. it's really hard. i dun believe in forever. but only towards some friends and sister. i know they will. as for the rest, i tried to pull you ppl back, but no valid. i not only saying my close sister but even some individual close friend since last time. ohwell.. naggy again. (: wadever. i just feel so funny. those pack of lies.
well, it been 2 days i left my uncel alone. he going cambodia. but who cares. i going also. (: wondering, how's daddy. i should sms him tml ba. (: i love daddy lee. off to watch show and SLEEP! ((:
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