♥fucking lameshit. fuck up.
'yes, go ahead and look down on me. like as if i give a damn. _l_ yes, i'm an ahlian. i love smoking. cannot is it. at least smoking make me happy. i hate study. i hate science. i hate everything. wad can you do to me. cos, i'm ah lian. abandon me la. like i give a fucking damn.''and to you! for fuck you blame her, it's not her tht let me into the staffroom. you think i will wanto go steal your fucking exam papers is it. yes, i stole it. happy? i going to let all the student know all the pre question tht is coming out. thanks me if you ppl do well. is it? hey, for fuck la. dun worry, i wun enter tht room anymore, since i'm always like tht. i tell you, i enter the HOD room with others. so wad. tell them tht i going to steal the paper or confidential stuff tht i would find out. yes, i did. i found so many sensitive thing. wadever ok. ~!@#$%^&' go ahead and complain like as if i give a fucking damn. just didnt wanto get her into trouble.yes, be fair. i shouldnt go in. alright. you say it. dun expect me see me next time. yes, i wun and i never will. and pls la. go and get it right can. just hope she complain to koh, at least, i can help abit. if those bigger shot. i might die. wadever. looking forward to the breakfasting, but then.. somehow, it spoil everything. suck. fuck. damn it. why forever something have to spil the day. i dunno. and yes! i am never in the right mind. happy. i never be understanding. i'm not. i'm who i'm. dun expect me to change. i cant and i dun wan. yes, i'm sorry for getting you into trouble. den wad you want me to do now? you tell me la. i already say it's my fualt tht i enter the room. ok, den wad next? apologize? or barred me? ya, your school.. all of YOUR school. and i shouldnt fuckingly happy going back to claim tht i want to have breakfast with kty. i dunno.yes, now you think is my fault as well right. so be it. i cant be more than bother to say anything. it's my fault ok. it's my fault. so the probelm just lie in if i should step in or not right. yes, i shouldnt. happy. it pissed off like 12345678 times.and mr koh tee yong. pls dun ever tell me tht this is your school and all the bullshit and blardy stuff to me again. yes, i'm stupid enough to be cheat by you. there's nothing for us to catch up about. nothing! dun worry, i wun disturb you anymore, and tht's it. at least, i saw your smile and tht's enough. stop pacifying me with all your fucking stuff which i'm not tht silly anymore. i dunno why i'm so angry with you but i'm just not happy with everything. well, call me 881 call me tis, call me tht. fuck la. i'm not la. happy not. tmd. i shouldnt step into the room. i shouldnt do this and tht. i'm childish and impulsive. dun you always think i am. den be it lor. why should i make myself so fake just becos of you. why should all your belief become my belief. why should i make my life so worst. yes. i'm an ah lian. sinc esec1. the one tht like to give you attitude. i'm not the sweet one. and for fuck i so nice to you when i always taken for granted. fuck sia. i got attitude problems. yes, i do. and fuckyou ms gnat, you make me damn pissed off. you fuckign bitch tht pissed me off todya. yes! go ahead and complain in my own sense but i didnt want * to get into trouble. i already got myself OUT from the room. and i left eventually, wad else you want. go la go la. fuck you. and, amanda is my sister. my attitude is like her. i liek to smoke. i like to see you angry. cannot is it? why should i change for the sake of you. fuck man.ccb. breakfast ge lan. tell you i going back. think i kidding. tell you think. you bo chap. dun next time got wad fucking event call me la. i not free. yea, take me granted. the limit have been reached.sugardaddy, take care of yourself. at least.. i know you are sick. if you were there just now, you going to scold me again. perhaps, i only can listen to you right now. ohwell.. hope you wun know wad happen. (: i dun wan to dislike you. hugs.mr ong, heard you cough= you sick. yea, shouldnt have whack you so hard. you are still my mr ong. (: at least, you bother to listen to my explaination.ms tan, dunno wad to say. thankyou adn still thankyou. sorry and still sorry. i know to all of you i'm nothing but trouble maker. wadever it is, i didnt want or mean to get you into trouble. ohwell. fucking DL right now. everything infront of me can be thrown away. and yes, i'm an ah lian. i dun deny. but th doesnt mean i wil lsteal ur fucking exam paper. no wonder, they say, once you have a black dot on your paper, it iwll never be clean. forget it. yes, complain to mr koh lor. at most i kena scolding again. like i give a fuck. dun worry. i wun step into tht school of YOURS anymore. yes. and tht's a deal. i cant be bother if it's even my uncle faint there. i won't go back. fucking shcool. still say my school forever.yes, it's my school forever when you all need help. need cheap labours, nonono.. FREE labours. den i'm welcomed right? den if got nothing better to do, better dun see me. yah. realistic. godpa, i think, to you.. i'm also like tht rite? no wonder they say.. dun owe ppl ren qing. shiat it. if not for you and tan, think i wanto step into the school ah. for fuck. yes, but you? dun even give a fucking damn. cos, i not in used rite. wadever. it pissed me off totally.-i steal my godpa car key.- (:*perhaps, it only mean now tht i say all those angry words. but then, i wun step into GR anymore. and spectrum2. sorry ah. it spoilt my mood completely. and i think i will have the mindset as limyanting. it's a waste of my $ and time. thanks.*and one more think. thankyoug odpa. at least, you wanted to talk but i keep running away. cos i went to find ong. wadever it is. i'm angry but perhaps, for the time being. take care. i wun disturb you so often.and last but not least, to fuck or hell with all those provoke me. i'm not in the irght mind now. so wad. i'm a ah lian. and i know it.exams is coming! mr tan. pray for me. 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