`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
well, one more blog for today. i thought of dragging my feet all the way to downtown east to attend the class chalet. but ohwell, it seem as though, i'm too lazy to do tht for sure. so, i went to bpp with melissa tan si min. gossip and stuff as usual (: den, i ate donuts again. the white chocolate one is the nicest i ever eat! i wanto eat he white chocolate one. i dun care. ): godpa, buy me donuts pls! lol..
so, in the end, i couldnt help it but smsed godpa again. i thought he was been kidnapped. :X so, i ask if he were and tht's why he didnt reply me. and plus an exclusive ): face for him. lol. funny though. i didnt expect him to reply.. be eventually, he finally after 1millions year did! and the reply was so unexpected. x=
'sorry, busy busy busy.........'
isnt my godpa sweet? GRRRRRS! all he know is telling me busy busy. but melissa was right la. since when, godpa is freeeee? never wad. ): well, thought of gossiping and talking with him. eating moon cake and drinking tea. sound so traditional. lol. but then, he is just too busy to accompany us. well, it been ages since we last sat down and eat. ): i'm unhappy godpa! why? you always no time. GRRRRS! ) ) ) ): can you just spend some time, with your so called friends or even me! argh! last time sill say willing to do anything for me. PUI!~ bluf me only. but ok la, i must learn to be understanding so i will be able to get married. yup, so i understand ur busy, hmm.. but why? ): even though you go back home earlier compare to last time. but then, you always got no time for us. argh! when are we going to ZOOOO?! well, you are like a robort instead of my dearest godpa. well, you are strict and firm to me. but then, you are too busy to care abt us. sigh! no complain, i love my godpa still. (:
an urge to see mr seah and daddy lee. dunno why too. ohgosh, i need plenty of sleep. i'm sleepy. no more lantern, no more mooncake, no more tea, no more riddle, no more jokes. everything is just dream and forever will never exsit. tht's quite true, nothing gonna last FOREVER. and it seem like, things are changing every now and then. ): saddening. but why. i also dunno. tht time when i'm sick, godpa will still acc me to eat during recess. when i cry, he will pacify me. ): perhaps, he want me to be a big girl. a grown up girl. anywya, i'm turning 18 soon. (:
hmmmm, sorry godpa. even though i say i will be understanding but i always complain abt all ur business you have in school. ): i dun mean it. but i thought, you wuld be free. but you are always SOOO busy, sigh. ohwell, forget it.
at least he once smsed me before my olevel math paper1 that:
'you will be one of my precious gem always.'
hmm, but.. guess wad i replied?
'i dun wan be one of yours, i want to be the only one.'
hais. so long ago, he always liek tht. i still got 997times to tell him all my problems. (:
