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``PEICHING.
``legally 19.
``25/04/1990.
``SHATEC; DTM0707(B).
``HAPPILY ATTACH-ED.


♥ WANTS

`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE


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Thursday, September 20, 2007
♥thank god i found you.


in a very very mixed feeling right now. i don't know to do or wad to say anymore. why cant life be as simple as before. perhaps, i might still be really happy.

i didnt wanto hear anymore. see anymore. do anymore or even comment somemore. it make me somehow still feel abit dissapointed and i really don't know wad to do right now. all i wish were godpa being there listening and telling wad to do next. im like kind of loss. weel, i'm still very dependence on godpa. i only trust him and believe him. i dunno why. whenevr i met with some setback, he's the only one i can confide in. sigh. not forgetting my sister. but sometime, i dun even know how to tell them how i feel. i really hope godpa was right beside me now, at least, like last time, when i wait for him at animal farm and he will sit there holding a pen, listening to wad i have on my mind and telling me all those tories and cracking a joke at the end, which bring a smile on my face. but then, right now, he was wayy too busy with councillor, PCCg, amth and EOY stuff. ): no more time for me already.. and also, his spectrum dance, band and cambodia trip adding on. 24 hours is never enough for him. sms him, no reply. call him, we will hang up less than 1min. sigh. why on earth is my godpa so busy? ):

i'm feeling troubled right now. godpa say:' be independence. dun always rely on me.'

i miss the godpa who will always:

  1. fetch me when i lost in kallang.
  2. tell me joke when i'm feeling down.
  3. telling me it's just part of life.
  4. listening to the whole wide problems i have.
  5. reading the letter tht i wrote.
  6. telling rach to look after me.
  7. comfort me when i'm crying.
  8. buy me my food.
  9. be there for me.
  10. accompany me when i'm sick. ):
  11. saving me when i offend bigger shot in school.
  12. telling me not to cry even the biggest thing might happen on earth.

well, i believe it's not gone yet just that, there are much mroe important thing he need to ahdnle in life. isnt it? sigh. i also dunno. at the very least, i know there are still this godpa who behave like my part-time dad to be right there for me. (: thanks godpa. i reallly LOVE you. see, so sweeettt of me. i will buy you tauhway, when you are old.

godpa:

even though now we dun see each other every single day like last time, when i get to disturb and bully you and make you go nuts. but i really miss those young and innocent days with you. (: and the whole class. i rmb how angry were you when u got to know we complain to ms liew. how upset you are after you quarrel with mr soo. how you pacify me, when i refuse to go home. how you tell me jokes when i'm in bad mood. (now, you smarter, you pretend you cannot see!) i couldnt imagine if i were to do without with in my last lap of life. perhaps, being someone still as arrogant as before. i will remeber how happy you are when you know we celebrate your birthday. you always say, we are like your very own children. (: i know, i have been such a nuisance that i always sms disturb you. =P but i know you liek it la. i dun care. and how you tell mr ong to stayyy away from me when i'm hyper. how you force me to like chemistry to no valid. (: i dunno, but you hav been so much busier than last time. thanks for sharing your inner secret with me. at least, i know you are still willing to be my listening ear, if something happen. well, i wanted to sms you ytd, but then, i promise not to disturb you tht's why i didnt. hmm, godpa, thanks for being in my life. hugs! <3

hmm, long long time ago. haha. i wasnt myself today. i was just thinking back, if godpa wasnt there for me when i fall, wad will i do. hmm, so much things to shared with him. when will he be freeeee?

god, why not you guide me out of my darkness this time. just make the whole world belong to myself. i didnt wanto listen anymore, see anymore. i have enough. i dunno wad to do or how to react. well, perhaps, acting brave and pretending nothing happen should be alright. at least i know, i will never be alone. thanks godpa. you make me brave! (: loveya!

hmm, think weileong is fast asleep. no wonder nv call me today. housekeeping tml. i'm still mugging on it. even though, my mind is thinking of other things. well, i dunno. god bless. (:

THANK GOD, I FOUND YOU. (: