`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
well. second last day in school. (: it might be somehow the happiest thing tht i can only look forward to. =x isnt it? well, school have been the same routine beside today i got a bit hyper and suan yuheng. projects coming in soon and 8 weeks to complete all 3. i have not been paying any attention lately. god! save me. make me focus pls! ): godpa so gonna nag at me when he knew abt how i study this days. HAHA! /=
hmm, math tml. i wanted to prove everyone who once upon the time say tht i cant do math wrong. math is really fun. (: those number make me happy. those equation just got my brain juice. those feeling when the question can be solved. it make my brain think 360 degree. i cant describe those loved for math. at least, tht only something i'm good in. math&chines or even F&N. well, my course do not really required all this. oh, boring. in the end, i can do math. being the used-to-be last in class during sec1, and those eyes tht look down on me. those blardy sarcastic comment on :'here come my distinction student.' like so _l_ i will never ever forget those humiliation tht math brought to me when i was in secondary school. it damn saddening when you are all in the same class and you are the only one who fail. it damn hurting when ur friend jeer at ur result of getting single digit. it's god damn pathetic when you console urself when you got single digit and how many more marks to pass. oh god, those passing line seem so near to me, yet so far. i once upon hate math like crazy and i never ever dream tht one of this days i will say 'i love math.' it seem really a miracle. perhaps, i agree tht, god have it reason behind everything tht he plan or arrange. well, i'm mr koh's pure emath student. i so not gonna let him down. he and ms tan clear all my fear in emath and i enjoy doing math and coaching one another. i know those feeling of been looked down. all those realistic friends tht will still stand by you when u flare ur top about all those question u cant do. all those nice teachers who dun mind but spending all days telling and explaining to me. perhaps, ppl tot i have motivate towards my godpa. i have enough of those and i got used to it. (: he is the one tht got me out of those stupid feelings and stuff. wahahas. godpa! you wait. i so gonna get u the best result i ever got. (:
well, talking to D' online now. i'm sorry D'. i guess, he will never see la. he say he hope i'm understanding enough tht he is busy too. well, am i asking for too much or maybe i'm just someone easy to pacify. (according to godpa, i'm in the middle. wilful but yet soft hearted.) i'm sorry D' to make u feel like i'm so super unreasonable. and i really think i might not live on without you. today, i still tot tht you really dun care and angry with me. but now i realized how wilful and unreasonable i can goes. sorry D'. i cant wait for D' exam to finish. loveya. ALOT! (: hugs. <3
well, tml math. pray hard. motivation will be the yellow smiley ball in my pencil box. yes, it have accompany me through the olevel exam and secure a B3 for me. not an A1 but at least, i reach godpa standard la. makara just talk to me online ask me to tkc of godpa. i will la. (: sunday he got math again. sot sot one lor him. but dun care. well, i miss those days. i really do. is it really true tht to ppl outside tht their point of view of student entering shatec is because:' they go shatec cos they cant do math.' well, it's not. i believe my class can do la. is not whether can or canoot is want or dun want. tht's wad mr V lee have been saying but then, it never goes into my ear. until now i know wad it really mean. (: daddy, godpa, carrot cake brain~ wait for my good news. i love you ppl always. hugs.
