♥ILOVEYOU and i really do. (:
school was as usual today. tired, bored, sian. is still the few words in my mind la. i never look forward to school. daladala~ nothing special happen in class today,e except, whenever i attend alvin foo's lesson, i tend to fall asleep. econs is much more better this semester, as ms chai make it clearer for me to understand. (: and one more thing,. tuesday, i only going for 1 lesson and bye, back home. frank pang lesson always ended early. or he only have 1/2 hour lesson, and bye. tht's it. isnt it a waste of my time to go school on tuesday. omg. ): get to know godpa was hurt this few days. due to wad mr seah told him. well, i dun blame mr seah. i know godpa is very sensitive to all this comparing and stuff. and i wasnt tht shock to heard abt his reaction. and they say, he was kind of lonely today during the ceremony. eating alone. things changes afterall. i didnt wanto sms him, to make him feel i'm a bother again. think through, i also used to hurt him like tht saying tht i prefer other ppl than him. and i always got my way to cheer him up after tht. hmm, sms him and guess i just want him to know he not gonan be alone but he have the few of us being with him. i know he's busy and stuff. but then, he is still my godpa. he didnt reply me, it's normal. i will be shocked if he reply me. (: i just tell him not to take it to heart and jiayou for spectrum2. (: he's the best teacher maybe not to other but to me. at least when i told mr seah my result, he say credit to uncle. if he is not a good teacher, den he will never have the ability to let me from a F9 student to B3 one. well, i will still support him la.hmm, i'm tired. really tired abt this whole world and the whole thing. it driving me nuts and stuff. smsed daddy today, he ask me to go back to school to get those tickets which i refuse still. i told him, i dislike the place. except for those loved one i still miss. the rest, no more. i hate it. hmm, the ticket for spectrum look so budget. i cant believe it. it's damn ugly. i gonna say it out loud. ahhaha. i going for daddy sake. and cant deny abit for my uncle sake too. (: and most importantly is mr seah say he gonna fetch me over and back home. heeee.. D' have been busy preparing his raya stuff. ): only smsed me ytd or the day before ytd? i cant rmb. too busy and stress up abt so much thing. well, understanding. i'm la. omg, i miss him. lalala. hmm, stupid D'. last week exam, this week raya. win liao. ): there's still school tml. can i dun go? i'm really declare broke. well, wad consider together? i also dunno. to me, as long as we two are happy is enough. we dun go out as much as other couple do, we dun spend all our money on movie like other couple do and we dun spend as much time as other couple do too. cos i have work, school and sisters to accompany with. same goes to him, he got his nv ending rugby, school, friends. which sometime make me felt others are more important to me. lalala. but then, sometime, i got no time to accompany him too. next, we dun sms like 24/7 cos i have school and he wake up wayyy earlier than me. =x we dun talk on phone as long as i last time did, cos both of us love to sleep. well, i still love him still even though we are the abnormal one. raya raya raya, ): forever no time for me. stop complaining. yea! at least i still have him for life. but i doubt he's going spectrum2 cos he dislike school events. =xhmm, gtg sleep. i'm dying. school tml pissed me off totally. i just wish to sleep and slack. tht's it. daddy say must have ALOT of ppl go spectrum, he so fierce. ): i always dreamt tht he is scolding me. haha. ohya, forget to say.. my class was very interested in this topic today... ' if they have 2billion dollars' ... hahah. (: sleeping time. my bed is calling me. night.
