`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
thanks sucker for at least bother to reply me and ask why am i unhappy. (: thankyou seah. accidentally send the sms tht contain sucker to daddylee instead of super seah. i dun mean it. haha. i'm super blank out right now. i dunno wad the hell i should do. why is god always making a fool out of my life. one have not end, and the other come again. it driving me nuts. i have no idea now to face the upcoming stuff and problems. i really dunno wad the hell i should handle it. my life is over. it's reaching the end already. life is really a big hassle. why not, just let me walk out and get myself knocked down by car and end it. i really cant take all this anymore. will god just spare me from all this burden which make me fall badly evrytime. ):
looking back at my older entries. in the past years. those memories as usual. i'm really missing it. do i actually make a different in his life? i doubt so. where is the old you tht i used to know. i dunno too. i'm damn loss. leave me alone. sigh. this must be a joke, god decided to play on me. wad a huge one. giving up. maybe, i'm loss for motivation. the you who will always tell me about perseverance. where are you now? i'm loss, really loss. i need you badly.
