`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
aww, makara ytd sms me! (: forever la her. finally she got my stuff for me. *wheewee* cant wait to see her. just now when looking some other ppl blog, i came by huan min one. the thing she describe was how i feel when i was over there. makara got one more friend. (: haha. and when reading it, i feel so sad, i cant go over there. but i will go over SOON! in 26days time. we gonna go crazy again. clubbing til late night. lol. (i dun club in spore but i club there.) hahaha. and she told me my stuff was with my dearest zhong ping. i didnt sms zp, know she need lots of rest. (: same as my uncle, i didnt sms him. he need many many rest too. makara told me how she feel. why on earth did god make fun of us? ): why when she put in so much and there is no return. i dunno. i just hope the time will turn faster and when it's 25th dec. it turn slower. (: couldnt describe how much i miss makara, when looking at huan min's and her photo, it seem so near, yet so far. the both of them can hug, how abt me? well, endure. looking at the past photo. somehow, let me know how i know makara and we turn to be great friends now. mrs lim say i trust makara alot, tht's why i dare to travel there alone. i always believe makara will be there waiting for me. heee. *makara, can you sense how much i miss you? thida too!*
HAHAHA~ school sucks! yes, hell alot! ): i hate alvin foo's lesson. it's mentally torture! i swear it's! ): and i project have been a torture to me too. ): i seriously cant wait for all this shit to be over and i can meet my makara. HAHA~ have some project meeting and last touch up. everyone is super exhausted and pissed. i think, tht's life. i nv knew doing a project is so tough. ): i always thought it's nice and to bond with one another. i'm naive. i believe so. (: all this suffering have finally come to an end. i love my group member. for sure! they are nice.. just when the project is going to due, i guess i dislike the stress. (:
aww, i haven got my stuff done for daddylee's birthday. ): i guess, i dun have the time too. yanting gonna get z5 from me. (: lalala. happy!~ and and and, i feel super lethargic. today is a special day too. (:
and i guess, beside you i trust no one else. you have been great and somehow i know you want me to learn how to be independence. all along, i'm like a spoilt little girl, who always goes whinning to you abt all small things. showing you attitude when i'm feeling tired. you pick me up from where i fall, and i thought, you will be there but this few months of endless schooling and stress, i think, i grow up abit. at least, i dun go to you whenever i feel unhappy. last time, i need you to yell and shout before i can behave myself, now i know how it felt. it's kind of irritating. this two years, i learn alot. thankyou godpa. (: i will cherish you til you are old. lol. i kept my promise too. sometime, you make me feel like, you didnt bother or wanto spend time on me, but now i know why, cos you always want me to be independence cos ytd night, i dunno why, i suddenly think of wad you told me in the past, you say i have to grow up someday, cos you will not be by my side all the time. one day, you will still leave. it's not the first time you tell me. when we quarrel, you say it. when i'm crying you say it, when i'm angry with you, you say it. steeping one step forward, looking behind, i saw myself being pamper and crying whenever i meet with problems. i never come up with a solutions instead, you save me from it. i always hide from consequences, and it is you, who face it for me. all this while, i thought the care and concern should be there and must be there, but i realized, every care and every concern you gave me, make me one step nearer to be pamper and spoilt and one step further from independence. godpa, i have grow up, i will do you proud one day. give me time, i will do it and show you and stop worrying about me whenever i do wrong things or even when i travel to cambodia alone. i have grow up. i know you trust me and you really do. (: thank god, you are there when i cant make it. 2years have passed like this. i'm 17 already, no longer 15. i will no longer go whinning to you and i will not show my tantrum anymore.
haha! tuition cancel. cos i'm super tired. ): tml then. and sat and sun roadshow at expo. (died) i didnt contact my godpa. lol. i will do so once i'm freed from agony. ahhaa! cheers.
