`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
ok, first of all, presentation today. finally it's over and it;s a good and happy thing but then, it didnt goes smoothly like any other groups. perhaps, we are really didnt put in too much effort. ohwell, think those project and drive all of us nuts. just merely less than 20weeks together, you can see so much thing. today, i cant control myself, start to scream at yuheng too. i'm sorry guys, perhaps, it's my part that i'm wrong in. aww, dunno what to say. just that the process of presenting just keep flashing back to my mind. ): whatever.
i am not as powerful as wad i think. i am not as good as wad ppl used to say. i am not as organised as last time when i'm back in GR.
yes, i'm not and i admit it. ): daddy lee say, it's nothing wrong with admitting ur mistake, just be brave and get it right next time. but daddy, can i really preserver til the 'next time'? i feel troubled, stress and unhappy. i dunno why, even though, it's just another day nearer to my cambodia trip, but i just feel so wrong and unhappy. moodswing? perhaps, it's only smth i can console myself about.
next, there's no school tml and i'm super happy. econs is still like 10% not done. no comment. i'm tired, really. today in school, try to push myself to go on, and finally drag my feet back home. sigh, dunno what to say, except i'm really unhappy. _l_ all the project and next week test. i so gonna die there la. congrats to myself.
well, daddy's birthday next week, he's faraway in new zealand. ): i miss him and i really do.
so much of unhappiness bottled up in myself right now. i need FIL to cheer me up. who is far far away in japan. ohwell, wadever.
starting to see the true colour of oneself. it sucks terribly to know that it's like that. the feeling sucks. yes, it's no longer like 20weeks ago. neutral, friendly and wadsoever. no comment. sigh.
cant wait for the upcoming long holiday. i only wanto see makara right now. yes, only her. she can fulfill wadever i want.
seem like, it been ages i last saw godpa. it's hell long, i last talk to him too.
'you need to compete, in order to survived.' oh, really?
