♥never take it for granted.
well, just 10 more minutes to 3am. i didnt know why i cant fall asleep now. ): i isnt at all worry for my tml paper. and i'm like kind of moody somehow.accidentally saw mr seah sms which he send me tht time. i saw two of it which make me feel really touched. 1. ' how are you? are you getting on fine, when coming back to school?' 2.' cos ms tan say you are upset, so i'm here to cheer you up.'
i dunno why. but all this seem so nice. i cant believe kelson seah would be so close with me. and we gossip together, laugh together, talk together, eat together, play together. he's super nice. he's like my buddy, yes. a very good bestie of mine, who i can share with him anything under the sun. he will prtect me whenever i got into trouble. he will ask others to stop scolding me when i'm in the wrong. he will never take me for granted and he's like always there whenever i'm feeling down. dunno why, maybe being random, suddenly miss those days we sms, eat breakfast, gossip and stuff. yea, he favourite sentence: ' stop eating!' haha. i will sms him ltr, he's in china now. awww, he never failed to bring a smile on my face regardless how irritated or angry i was. thankyou sucker. he side me when the fishy tang scold me. hmm, nice buddy! and next, i suddenly think of melissa tan si min. and i saw the powerpoint slide she have done for me. kind of touched of cos. just thinking, mr gerorge tan is right. he say, there's up and down in life. and god ahve it plan for us. (: it's a fate that brought melissa and me together. i didnt even know her name when i was in GR. i keep mixing her up with huan min. =x and til the day when i show a really balck face to all student leaders due to mrs tan and she brought me chocolate and lollipop the next day. tht was the second time i received something which they willing to give me and not i ask for it. =x haha. and it's also the first time, i can feel how mr koh feel when someone try to brighten up his days. (: melissa, thansk for everything. love!have a chat with my mum just now. i realised, family is really important. (: last time, i always told godpa, how much i dislike home and i always want to go rachie house. now i know, they actually love me alot. even though i dun really love my mum nagging non stop about my upcoming trip and blah, but i know she care. i didnt like talking to my family in the past, and godpa even have to become a middle person to convinced me that my mum dun mean to make me angry. thinking ba ck, i was really wilful tht time. x= i rmb godpa once told me that :'no matter wad happen, you will still go back to your family one day.' it's true. i gonna cherish them more. i dunno why, but it's great. at least, i know they really care. of cos, godpa and suckerseah will be my role model, i'm going to make sure my mum enjoy her life in the later part. and looking back at those stupid things i used to do, crying and running away from home, i think i'm foolish. and just to tell godpa, i think i have grown up. (:hmm, tml breakfast with my mum. after such a long long time. =x anyway, i'm tired. i think i should sleep already. yawn, finally!but the family will never be completed again.it's coming!
