`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
kith, kith and still kith. i finally understand why mum love their kids. they are simply too cute to resist. i love kith. he's so awesome! hugs~
veron with darling. he's resisting us!~
finally, he slept on my lap. tired lor.
his different in one year old legolas nephew! lol.
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cant you just know how it felt? i just feel that i sint myself today. yes, i am not. i dont why i get jealous over the status. yes, i dont fuckingly understand what the hell happen. i know you care. too much in fact. i felt love, yes alot of it. i want to be with you but i cant get over my own hurdle. it isnt you are not good for me. it's just that you are too good to be true. i feel happy when we talk on phone. i feel happy spending the day with you. in face i dont know why i'm like been control by you. my mood got affected just cos of you. i just smile like and when you say imy. i dont know. i really dont know. sigh. angry over nothing. quarrel without a valid reason. why? just becos you care too much for me? sigh. i really dont know. i doubt you know what i want too. will all this end one day? i love magic show that you used to pacify me with. i want you to play guitar for me when i'm just not happy. i just love this few days. but how long can this last. i dont know. sigh. why when things seem like too good to be true, i doubt. you say you wont let me suffer with you. i felt hurt and upset when there is obstacles but you choose to face it alone. i'm just noe myself anymore. get it? why? forget it. everything seem too good to be true. god, if all this were dreams, pls wake me up. i'll feel much happier. dont gave me false hope. i'm just worry when i got indulge in it, you make it as if it's a dream. sigh. let me off if we wasnt meant for each other.
well.. i wanted to resize my baby photo. but cannot sey. i dont know why too. LOl. school have been torturing. who the hell put us aas head and asst head waiter. it so damn pissing off. suddenly, i realised, i lose all those leadership or rather, i dont seem like i'm having any. ): i cant deny i feel really sad about all the rubbish have been doing these days. like aimlessly. yeap, i have to head down to maybank. i completely forgotten that i need to get my cheque done to pay to the school. yup, the nothing fast except paying money school. ):
i'm not happy with myself. instead i felt super unhappy today. perhaps, i have been enjoying over the holidays. tht's why. ): everything dont seem like stuff i love to do. to hell with the table setting or wadsoever. i really detest it. but then, i still think our group, the whole big one is alright. at least, we help one another. awww, angry with myself! ):
yesterday dinner in ying's place. awesome. the feeling of reunion. i'm super happy. but got emo over someone! awww~ i'm stupid. like wadever. well, i felt like days were back to those good old ones when 7 of us sit down and crap. obviously. that we will drift apart. but then, just this gathering can make one felt happier. i did laugh my heart out when crapping with those lameshit. haha. i love them. (:
next, mahjong. i was so into it that i keep bug them to play with me. no money this time, but it's good. i love mahjong. i can go super into it. LOl. the steamboat was great. kudos, to ying's mummy and daddy! they are really great! chat with us like duh!~ hahha.
and to you. i enjoy being with you every seconds and minutes. i like it when you show your care and concern. i love it when we talk as though we know one another. lol. i shall post the pictures later. when i'm back from tuitioning. it's the 8th time. HAHA!
