`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
the feeling couldnt be describe. i just felt upset. yes, it's just the starting. you never know how upset i was when you told me about your past. i say everyone have a past, and i shouldnt mind. but it just couldnt get out of my mind. until late night, early morning. it just keep flowing through my mind. i dont know how to react. i just wish i can run away from reality. cos i didnt wanto know anymore. i love the presence you, i shouldnt bother with others or what was your past. but all this are saying. i mind, i felt upset. why? this is the first time, i felt the instant pain again, i felt very upset again. i felt like this isnt going my ways. flaring my top, showing you my temper, i just dont know what the hell i'm thinking. i wanted to cherish you but i dont know how. i wanted to be happy but i got no fucking ideas. dear, i really dont know how to do anymore. i'm loss. i just refuse to face reality. i guess i'm.
school alright. didnt got for TG. went to westmall with gang to get stuff for VD tml. sucker vincent tan! damn _l_ up. so angry can! ): grrrr.. got shoot without reason. i was like sitting at the back. idiotic. yayaya. it's darn boring. i just dislike him more and more. and den food management. it's something like F&N. not too bad, i still manage to handle. test next week. kill me pls, nothing went into my head.
i was trying to smile like nobody business. i'm like wanting to be happy. but i cant. really cant. it's far too much killing me. ): i rather i know nothing, hear nothing. why? i dont know why too. tml dear cant fetch me from school.
i claim i dont mind, but it's affecting me far too much. alright. wadever. it's our start, our story. everyone have their past stories. why should i bother? let me try again. give each of us another chance. i'm sorry. perhaps, i aint a good girlfriend. ):
