♥it's just about loving him
-simply in love with him-
whoowoo~ finally today is a saturday. this few days have been spending time with dear. finally another thing the lappy can be used. however, i still felt guilty. i spoilt his lappy and his most precious pen. =xproject and more project it's driving me nuts. i'm really tired for today. idiotic. ): i hate school la. monday PT for mr albert ong one. grr. sian la. wad different type of folding, changing table cloth as well as table setting. sigh. so sian.this few days we have been meeting up with one another. i really enjoy life like this. it's as though we will never leave one another. and everday getting to see him have become the motivation after school. whoohoo!however, there are still more problem for both of us to conquer together. (: i believe everyday is a new start towards our challenges. and he making me brave everyday. if i have never meet him in this lfe, i wonder how will my life be nowadays. i love him for who he are. i want him to be who he are. dont need to change or anything. because it's important to accept one another. he have make a meaning in my life and i know i will want to be with him for long.the feeling was rather different compare to all my previous one. for this, i know he's very serious about it and both of us realised tht it's important to keep our promise and giving in to one another. if i can choose again, i will still choose him. his care and concern have make me felt i'm the world most fortunate. perhaps, it's due to karma, i met him. and god bring me to him. thankyou dear. he actually told me it's alright his fountain pen and lappy is spoilt. yea, i know it's my fault. ):i have never regret giving him a chance to take care of me. i guess this is a few things i need to pick it up in the next couple of years;
- i need to learn how to cook.
- i need to learn how to wash clothing.
- i need to learn how to do housework.
- i need to learn how to give and take.
- i need to learn how to control my tantrum.
- i need to learn how to love him more.
- i need to learn how to accept his family.
- i need to learn how to live with him for life.
well, this is about life. still not used to using lappy to type blog. but i will learn. it much better than desktop. chowchenchi, you better not leave me cos i simply loving you my dear.
is it when you are attached you will drift from your friends. because, your 24hours doesnt revolved around your same old cliques and it's hard to balance all. i see. seem like last time those thier saying seem to be true. it been ages i last saw my girls. is it due to our packed schedule or is it just solely me, myself? i guess it's me. i have never learnt how to balance my time. nowadays, my life revolved around my group clique and dear and it been awhile since we last meet. if only god gave me 48 hours this time, i believe all this wont happen. sigh.
seriously, i miss you all right now. ):