`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
somehow, school isnt fantastic. but i took 'passerby' advice, try to be happy. thanks! 'passerby' *wheewee* lol. overall, i went to school to attend 30minutes of Mr Jon.Tan lesson. which supposingly to be 3hours. and well, we slack and stuff. i didnt heard what he was trying to say. but evaluation form, i still give him good comment afterall. lol. (: cos lesson end early everytime. LOL. and next, is VT lesson. exactly 1 and 1/2 hour. no more or less. went back home at 2+pm.
there's so much conflict around us. somehow, looking at how a real person actually is. it's just endless comment about one another. offensive and insensitive led to internal conflict. just the thought of splitting up and changing group cross most of our mind. but one problem, to where? which group will accept us? working with other group is just another challenge. they might not be as nice as your current group. but due to anger, due to upset-ness, we still carry on with what we did, changing of group. neglecting our current group members feeling. no one wanted to break this special bond. i believe out of anger, everyone say it. sorry to current group member. due to my implusive-ness, i say something irresponsible. instead of solving the problem as one team, i decided to leave them. but what alvin say wake me up somehow, yes.. give one another one more chance to work together. give someone another chance to change. afterall, everyone deserve another chance.
what alvin have say make me felt like instead of staying as one, protecting and keeping this special bonding of 8, i choose to abandon it. it's true that we have gone through so much. other groups look down on us, and keep thinking together how can we survived in such a competitive class and stuff. how we console one another when we know, we have been badly graded. it's hard to find another group who can accept both our flaws and good point. i think, i love my current group. and i decided not to leave them.
i will never find another motivating leader like yuheng; i will never find another nanny like jie hui; i will never find another jeanie who will protect me; i will never find any judan tht will console me when i'm upset; i will never find another alvin who know what's have gone wrong; and lastly my prokchop who have been really funny.-waishan.
it's a special bond, let's not try to break it. it's just so unique. (:
anyway, off to bed and waiting for dear call. so much to tell him yet i dont know how. totally stress up. ): i love him.
