`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
i wonder if it's this illness make me felt so unhappy for today.
decided to go back study tml. only 2days but i miss those familiar voices already. i miss waishan's loud voice. i miss gossiping with them. i miss them alot alot. perhaps, nv see my group members for so many days somehow make me moody too. well, we will have lunch together tml and tons of projects coming up. which sucks. ):
resting, medicine, sleeping. it's always the same old thing. laptop, ds lite, phone and tv. i'm always surround by them. bored. it's darn bored. i just want those mahjong days.
justa few more step of walk make me felt giddy. just a little spicy food make me felt uncomfortable. just a little lack of sleep make me feel tired. just the 6tablets of madicine make me feel drownsy.
i felt rather useless this whole week. i dont know why, perhaps i am useless. ):
he say he sense this past 2 weeks, there's a major change in me. and i'm the one changing or i'm again, running away frm reality. how much must i do to indicate 'perfect.' he say he hope he will get the old 'me' back. i didnt know what to ans or how to answer. the question just stunned me like that. i wasnt hurt. i wasnt crying. i'm just confuse. it isnt his fault. what changes in me? i dont know.
sickadntiredsickandtiredsickandtired. i'm really sick and tired.
