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busy busy busy!
first time being headwaitress. quite slack but super scary. ): argh!
better dont give me such shit job anymore. simply dislike serving ppl.
those nasty as if you are so great and superb ppl. wth. oh, like so whatever.
i dont care.
another project of 'muffin ho' is coming up. sick and tired of projects.
all deadlines seem like getting nearer and nearer. shit it.
wth. and i got really bored of this sem. 24hours doesnt seem to be enough
and also i dislike meetings on alternate days. sigh. but what to do.
perserver on i guess.
wahahahs. just 8 more days. i know it's abit sicko to keep counting down.
but eversince i'm young,
i used to do that. every birthday celebration will be remembered
by family and friends or even my lovely 1E3-4E3 mates.
tons of presents and surprises. i love cutting cakes.
i love been treated like i'm a princess, i love to spend those happy times
with my friends. and i love the feeling that i'm growing up.
(: i know perhaps in terms of mentality, i'm not but who cares.
i think i love to cut cakes. haha. this year, 18th.
i always must celebrate my birthday. i think ying and min know me the best.
wahahahas. x=
back to sec sch. changes, too much changes to be true.
walking on the long path seem so heart-warming yet unfamiliar.
it's a funny feeling. too hard to describe. saw those long lost loved ones.
i miss them.
i saw suckerseah, daddylee, auntie tan, mr tan (ah beng),
mr goh, mr lim SH, mrs chew and not forgetting godpa. towards godpa,
the feeling seem like drifting further. others can see, others can sense it.
i didnt even wanto go to HOD room. i
guess, the long term no see make both of us dont know what to talk
to each other about. godpa somehow was shocked to see me
appearing in beacon pri. (: talk abit and i really dont know what to tell him.
well, i got braver this time, i suanned him. LOL.
hmm, he's coming for my birthday i think. this old man. so old, yet funny.
i cant deny that when i see him, i have the urge to tell him alot alot of stuff,
but he dont seem like the old uncle koh,
who i can tap on his shoulder and hide anytime last time,
no more funny actions.
yes, perhaps i have grow up or just like how others felt, we did drift further.
well, ah beng was nice. he was late in meeting me and ps me outside
the staff room while he is enjoying downstairs. LOL. x=
but then still we are able to communicate.
walking to beacon was a really short distance.
but when i walk with mr tan, it brought back memories.
those days when he forced me to run 2.4km. haha.
ms tan got her's 'crystal'. *envy* a really big one.
so shiny and bright. may she live happily ever after. (: *wide-grin*
no much communication with others.
but i know the place wasnt same like in the past.
completely different feelings but still, they are like my family members, my home.
min came to meet me after that. long long friends.
i love her. thankyou for being there my sisters.
clear those misunderstanding with dear.
i know a relationship or being together wasnt going to be easy.
i know i have to work harder to make him felt secure,
i know i need to put in even more effort into this relationship.
and i know i can make it and i will. (: thankyou dear.
i cant wait for my surprises that is arriving in 8days time. wheewee. haha.
next, i'm feeling rather sick and f*ck i have to go expo on sat.
wth. like shit it man. it's super annoying can.
like working like one f*ck free labour and for so many hours. wth.
idiotic school with shit. lalala. and tml got one more check.
i dont feel like going to school tml. we shall see.
i'm really not feeling well, with the growing of wisdom tooth!
yes, i think i'm growing up. i got ulcer as well on my tougue.
like wth. and i got sore throat. ): superbly sick. lalala.
yes, dont doubt me!
I AM GROWING WISDOM TOOTH. (:
it's just about those days. (:
seriously, i somehow miss watching movie. ):
