♥we are a group; we belong to ONE.
will we still be the same?things got rather different today. i thought friday is an happy day. but no.
i was sad. real sad when things turn out like this. miscommunciation,
misunderstanding. the word 'spilt' just been said out in the moment of
anger. thinking back, is it fair to us? due to projects, the group once again,
misunderstand one another. not the entire group but just 2. 2 of my
big sisters who meant so much eversince i step into this group.
we share the laughter and joy like we knew one another for long.
we share the sorrow together like we are ready to get this over.
we gossip and joke about anything under the sun.
and yes, they are my new friends and good friends in school.
but today, i realised how fragile actually one can get.
perhaps, things will be better next week. i hope.
a group always remain as a group, whatever happen. no splitting. we are ONE.
i got to admit i wasnt ready for school start yet. restless and everything.
chalet was like half done. left food. lazy, extreme lazy. ):
missing sisters like forever. i wonder when will be another day we meet up.
congrats kailing, she got attached, and it;'s the same day as xuanmin,
as for me and siying. happily ever after for the 10th. (:
lesson bored. everything seem bored. project seem bored.
alvin hurry back to team. so much to handle. i'm scare and worried.
yuheng, another stress out leader. i believe we can pull though this.
daniel, staying quiet is the best. but then, we seem so helpless.
jeanie, sigh! more and more problems. i can see..
waishan, dajie. if time can turn back, i rather we are the happy group,
judan; birthday girl, happy birthday.
jiehui, dont be so stress. sigh, i wonder what's supposed to be done anyway.
working tml. what's motivation do i have. not sure, un-sure. worried for project.
5projects as claimed. no much time to slack. everyday til at least 5pm. wtf.
new rules for our group. new meeting timing for mon,wed and fri.
new working system. new new new. but it still fall back to the word stress.
it been 2days i last saw dear. we should be understanding. actually, i wonder why all
this while he have been trying hard to give in to me. i guess, he's really a nice guy,
sometime i wonder, why god send him to me. perhaps, god is trying to make me feel guilty
to treat dear in a manner. awww!~ let's work hard to make both of us happy. thankyou for
being there whenever i need you. this 2 months isnt in vain. you make me know what i want
better. thankyou. thankyou for pampering me like as if i'm a real princess, getting
me anything under the sun within your limit. answering to my requests like as if
you are supposed to do so. thankyou for loving me. because i realised, i love you alot too.
every moment when my phone is low bat, i'm like dazing into space. wondering when is
the time to go home and called you. thankyou for showing me that all this while isnt
honeymoon period. thankyou for coming to cck to take care of me as if we are just one
stop away. thankyou for able to understand why i dont want to go over. thankyou for being
understanding. i love you. i dont care what others say. cos what matters to me is you.
lastly, thankyou for agreeing to help out in my class theme party without complains.
i know you will never reject any request i ever ask for. (^_^)V
iamseriouslymissinghim;
