`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
bad mood, lousy temper, sucky attitude. everything just blowed up today. i simply cant take those nonsense. ohwell.. project project project, i need some welfare pls. it's impossible to rush out all the things in one day. it simply impossible to complete one full project slide in one day. i cant, i'm not a superwomen. ohwell, it's just part and puzzle of life. annoying. stop irritate me, cos somehow, i'm not in good mood lately. i can take things easy, i can dont grumble at all, but if you tried to be annoying, i can be nasty too. amazed by the support group. sweet! no one to comment about, i'm simply too busy in life.
well, on the other hand, i cant be bother with tht piece of shit. (you girls know wad i mean) those stupid childish thing she wanted to rant on, so be it. lameshit. at least, i know i got friends. unlike someone, i guess using my 10 fingers i can finish counting. ohwell, karma. ohyea! thanks to linjia, who have been by my side all this while. a really rare to find sister. (: and i guess, only kailing, min, ying, jia, tri and rachie understand the true term of 'sister' ohwelll.. and and and, wad a joke i cant be bothered too. ROARS* having SAFTI with them. *faint* sucks man. hope father and alan lee will put us in back area. i love back area. lol. behind the scene, we can go really crazy.
due to the weather, due to PMS, due to the workload, i got really bad temper this few days. just dont understand why must it be like this. i'm really sorry to my dear. yes, it super unfair to him. and i know it. ): i vent my anger on him instead of venting it else where. i scream and shout and saying sarcastic stuff to him which on the other hand, hurt him so much. i just dont know why. it's so upsetting.
mummy and LT decided to end it all. it's kind of upsetting. all along, they only on separation. now most prob they will be going on their own way. i know it's impossible to bring them back again. no more. looking at the past family photos, i cant hold on my tears anymore. i miss LT nagging about now messy my room is. i miss LT fighting for toilet with me. i miss telling LT what's the latest phone on sales now. i miss hinting LT i'm broke and i will get lots of money. i miss mummy forcing us to eat the food she cook for us. i miss mummy talking abt LT behind his back. i miss those time, when the whole family with ah mah and mimi and lucky was together. i miss it. ): godpa wasright, cherish it, before it's gone. i'm not used to celebrating birthday 2 times in a year. separate celebration. wonder how's LT right now. i miss him buying food for me. i miss him alot. but i doubt i will tell him. he's working hard to give me a better life. (:
so much thing have pile up over the days. ): i admit i wasnt strong enough to take it all. stress, go away. i guess i need to go for a holiday during the break. i'm tired. really tired. at this moment, i hope dear was right beside me. i miss makara, as if those star gazing was just like ytd. i miss my sisters, as if the gossiping session is our gathering. i miss those no worry day. leave me alone for the time being. i need time to take a rest and a break. good luck to me.
