♥if only our dreams will come true
monday, the first day of school. the first day i have to survived without him. everything seem rather sad. i dont know why. i just wasnt feeling happy today. as if i'm the world most pathetic soul. just because, today i have to learn to survived without him. ):
bored. i'm really bored. downloaded more more games again. to entertained myself. and now, nearly 12am, i need to go and edit photos. tired is the word. but what to do. i tot of off-ing my phone for the entire day. i got no more excess energy to think or do anything. all i ever want to do is buried myself under my blanket and sleep. yes, sleep until he's back.
why am i so dependence on him? why only leaning on him make myself stronger. how much i hope, he could just give me a goodnight kiss on my forehead to make me fall asleep. i couldnt describe how much i miss him. alot, really alot. far away, he seem too faraway from me. he called and say he got a cut. a deep one. god, dont make him injured. there's nothing i can do to help him.
i wished i can hug you to sleep right now.
i wished i can rant all those nonsense to you.
i wished you would give me a hug to tell me, everything will be alright.
i wished we were holding hands and as if time just stop at tht moments.
i miss you and i really do.
it's just merely one day nad it's driving me crazy. ):
24 hours seem too long to be true.
if only our this day will come.
