`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
got drenched in the rain which make me rather unhappy and a bad way to start my day with. )< i guess i'm really too tired not only on the workload of projects and yet also the late sleeping and early waking up. i felt an instant of stress and uncomfortable during classes. i have to vent my anger at teammates or either i voice out my point of view unhappily. i shouted at most of them today. i know it's my fault to do the last minute report. but instead of apologizing i obviously asking who is unhappy about it. i wonder what the hell got over me.
due to stress, i over-eat again. this is the first time they saw me eating so much. only during eating i can feel much more better. i dont know why. i know i shouldnt do that. yet after eating, i felt like vommiting. i felt so uncomfortable. looking at others, i just feel like stopping school at this moment. i hate it. i hate it when they ask me about projects. i hate it when i'm like so no life. i dont blame them. as i know they are doing much more except one or two.
give me some time. i will be back on the right track.
i miss my dad. alot. hell lot.
i miss my dear. he's back to the camp. ): if only you are next to me now, i feel like hugging you and tell you, let's go to a place which can lead simple life. stop all this stressing and stuff. why on earth i became so rely on you after so long. i cant face problems alone anymore. how i wish i can lean on your shoulder right now, resting in your chest. as if anything that going to happen, it wont affect the 2 of us.
i miss you i really do. i miss my dad too. sigh. i need a break from all this shit. god, guide me again.
