♥you capture my heart and my soul.
DAY 4i'm still staring into spaces and glaring at my phone. i'm just waiting for him to call. the phone is slient, it dont vibrate or rang anymore. i wonder why? i think he must be really busy over there. i miss him. really alot. i wonder if i'm too dependence on him or wadsoever. alvin and yuheng have been having a hard time to cheer me up this few days. i miss you dear. i was thinking wad are you doing nowadays. looking at those photos only brought back my memories and my agony of missing you. when are you coming back? when will you be back? this few days was really hard to pass by. i force myself to smile infront of friends and cliques. even those normal ones noticed me. less quiet and active. ): i miss you really alot. just 4days, i wonder how i can survived next. sigh. somehow, i was abit irritated today, and i vent it on dear during the conversation. got him worried and stuff. i know i'm being unreasonable again. i'm sorry dear. i miss you and i really hope you will be here right now. there's so much i wanted to shared with you at this moment.school today was actually LAME! we went for so called tr revision, and the whole group was slacking. uncle lee was super bo liao. we got our hygience oral test. it's so lame. so many clues and cheeky stunts. omg. anyway, i think the whole class pass it. it's just like spending our time over in TR, either the whole group was ds-ing if not we are gossiping, chatting, slacking. whoohoo! tuesday theme party. >( and thursday SAFTI. lol. well, thanks to alvin and jeanie. they saved my life again. lol. x=anyway, back home and we slacked at west mall first as usual, those bubble tea session we will have. (: and alvin was like emphansizing that how fortunate i am and i shouldnt compare blah blah blah and as well as the surprised he and dear was planning for me. yes, the romantic king will be teaching my dear something romantic i think. lol. it's always fun to have them around me and i really loved the time we spend together. ohya, was like trying to build up karma for ourselves. but we simply cant do it. shooting and gossiping of one another. and i especially love suanning alvin and waishan. =xohh, can feel something not right with yuheng. ):sad. i dont know why. this buddy seem so upset with me. humphs. or personal problems he is pekchek abt. ROAR! i need you to entertain me. anyway, i will be missing jeanie, alvin and judan during our outlet. sigh. lalala.taiwan trip with alvin and elsa most prob. and singapore zoo for school holidays. stupid eh.. but it been so long the few of us went out together. so waishan suggested we go zoo. not too bad. before his 'yangyang' is leaving to NS. no more motorbike. lol. x=tired. super tired. tml fcuking one lesson and we can go home. yea! and sat outlet briefing. tmd. waste my time only. ROARS. are you calling me? you got me waiting for you like forever.
