`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
for the first time, i'm feeling afraid. feeling of losing something which i have been taken for granted. -the ability to walk. what if one day, i cant walk. what if one day i have to ask other for help for tht cup of water. i dont know. what if one day, i have to depend on a wheelchair. what if, what if.
doctor say, the condition have gone worst. and on the other words, maybe i need to prepare for the worst. bone cancer. i dont know if i'm thinking too much but hopefully i am not. he ask me to go for xray and be prepared. i just wonder, why must this happen to me. karma? i dont know. i will be having scar for bot legs. i will be living with them. i dont know. in a dilemma if i should go for it. but the longer the delay, the worst it gets. if i go for xray and really, it's something bad, i wonder how i gonna live on. sigh.
outlet tml. i'm emo. and today, my asthmas is somehow coming back. i wanted to visit cambodia again. to walk the ancient places with my legs. sigh. emo. wth,
dear got me an ice cream flashy hp thing for me today. loves! so cute la. and also we went to yuki yaki for dinner. yummy. i love you dear. hugs. alot alot for today. (: not only today, but forever. i love you.
