♥you let me know, i wont be alone.
thanks to two person in my life, i felt i'm not alone facing this problem which just stuck me in a sudden. have been controlling my tears when i felt i'm the most pitiful person on earth. have been trying really hard to bring a smile on my face to let others felt i'm alright. to bit on my lips whenever my legs just hurt and when my hair drop. it was scary. really felt like it's the end of the world. wondering why must it be me, why? but when looking at other examples who are even worst than me, i just smile and it got me brave-er.i wanted to give up and ignore. but i know, i cant. i wanted to tell the outlet teacher, i really cant take it anymore. i wanted to just hide under my blanket and pretend all this were dreams. but i know, i cant. knowing that i wont be alone is the greatest comfort right now. i dont know what happen next and i dont know if it gonna be good or bad. but thanks to this two person, they make me understand how much i must cherished life.always tot that cancer this thing wont happen to me. cos i'm alive, kicking. but then, i never knew it might just struck me like that. i shouldnt be emo, cos there are ppl who are more unfortunate than me. but hopefully it wont be. jsut remove those bones and i will be alright. yuheng say maybe outlet accept hospital mc so i wont get to do make up for it. but then even though all this was going smoothly, i still dont have the courage to go for the operations.thankyou melissa. (: you got me braver as well. i love you so much. i miss those time when we crapped and gossip about mr koh. wonder how were they right now. she wrote this for me in an email.. after reading, it got me to know i will have one more person who actually care for me.Hey Tanpeiching,
hmm, I just read your blog post!!! It has really been a very long time since we really chatted and sms each other. Talking on the phone till I fall asleep and crapping about mr koh and miss tan! It was just so fun! 
I went online to search these few sentences for you!!! Don't worry ok?
Nothing is predestined: The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.
- Ralph Blum
Don't fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.
- Louis E. Boone
You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get.
No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.
- Sidney Madwed
Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.
- Sandra Bullock Hope Floats
Hey, really arh. Please don't worry too much. When I read your blog, I really don't know what to say... So I decided to send you a email of my feelings. I promise to pray for you!!! :D
love,
melissa
after reading, it got me to know i will have one more person who actually care for me.
next, dear have been really supportive as well. he make me understand how he felt. and i was in tear when he say he will go through all this with me. and i wont be alone. thankyou dear. perhaps what i need now is just your support and understanding. i love you. if without you right now, i wonder what i will do. sigh. i love you.
