♥moodless.
i guess i felt really unhappy today. i dont know why. even though the trip to cambodia is kind of been confirmed. ): have been really looking forward to this trip especially you are travelling with your love ones. maybe i'm really over possessed into such thing that make him felt i only care abt this but not him.
i dont know what else to explain. except what he said of cos hurt alot. ): lim ask me if i'm unhappy today, i say no. cos i dont wish her to be asking and be unhappy tml when we all meet up. well, nothing much just thsoe as usual quarrel.
yesterday i spedn the entire night thinking, since he felt i'm so unreasonable and intolerable, why should we still be together. i know all this while he have been putting in effort to this r/ship but tht doesnt mean i'm not doing anything. i'm tired, tired of all this shit.
i just hope we can all be happy. but the sms he send was really horrible, ohwell, at least i knew the truth and how he felt abt me all this while. supposed to meet ws at tampines today. totally moodless slack at home. sigh.
what else you want me to say, i dont know. i only know the more i'm angry, the more i feel like crying. went to cut my hair and i dont know why it turn out to be so short, but i felt very light now. whatever, i'm really moodless.
i'm actually super looking forward to this trip with cousin and bf, yet he say until like tht. but then, i dont know, i just feel he dont know what i actually want and i dont know what he actually need. fcuking bored. you cant accept my shortcoming, i dont know what else to be done. i'm tired. really tired.
hopefully, tml we will get those good time in the restaurant. ying sms and say the other 2 going, but i'm so lazy and moodless to chagne the reservation. sigh. i guess i'm then nothing to you. why cant we be like other couple, when they are going oversea, they are super happy. why cant we be like them? am i wrong to ask for more time from him? i merely commented but he blow his top. he isnt like in the past anymore. i dont know.
back to school tml. hopefully another good one
i'm not feeling good today. ):
