`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
sigh. why? why when i thought everything was going well, when i thought everything look so perfect cos of those imperfection, things happen again.
from the first day i step out of greenridge, i know good things dont last. but why it happen so quickly, so fast. why when i thought everything bad is coming to an end, yet somemore happen. why when i feel everything is gonna last and yet, we quarrel again.
how sad its when you told him about your saving plan, he was angry. how dissapointed you will be when you quarrel and actually your friends know about it. how pissed off can you get when your own friends ask you what happen? how hurt can you get when he start telling all your friends abt you and how much he have done for you.
it dont make me feel much more happier, it dont make me feel i'm so special. it only make my friends feel how jialat am i. i hate it. i really dislike it.
whenever you do that, it just make my feeling towards you faded even more. it just push me further away from you. it just make me wonder what have gone wrong and if its worth carrying on. i dont know. i'm not happy. i'm not.
you spoilt my 19birthday. you make me felt super embrassed abt what happen. and you make me feel you are insincere.
why when things happen, you only know how to find excuses? why when things was obviously your fault, you only apologized and do nth. you say you will change.
i'm upset. i dont know who to turn to. i'm just like outside the earth. i dont know. when i really need someone to know what excatly it feel and how the whole thing is about.
sigh. sleep and school tml. i'm not meeting you. cos i dont think i will feel happier. you never know how it feels. i never do that to you, thats mean i hate it alot. why do you still do tht to hurt me. sigh. ):
whatever. i need sometime alone.
monday blues. maybe its time to tell you; 'its over.'
