`` To See PANDA in China.
`` South Africa Trip.
`` Back To Cambodia.
`` HOLIDAYS! (:
`` plenty of MONEY.
`` get my diploma.
`` BURBERRY bag.
`` WONDERFUL 21st B'DAE
yes, i'm freaking pissed off right now. like wtf. all my mood was dampen after all this. ohwell, all i ever need was tht little understanding from you. DONT HAVE. like wth. when i'm busy doing my resumme, seeking for internship, calling up companies etc, he say i dont care abt how he feel. ridiculous. for the first time, i'm so angry and pissed, that i really feel like there's completely nothing wrong about what i did. this time round, i'm not mahjonging, i'm not outside playing with my friends, like hellloooo, this is already the 7th week, im seeking for my internship. dont you just get it? thats not all.
when i told him that i finally got my FIRST interview, and if i were to work with them, my ojt were to be oversea. cool?! everyone reaction was wow, and cool. and except him. start showing me those omg attitude and reaction. sometime, when i need someone to share my joy, he'll never do tht. yes, he will be sad when i'm going oversea. and i REALLY going oversea? no right, its just the attachement thingy tht i'm happy about, i'm happy i got an interview.
whatever. i just feel he cant react the way i want him to do. when i'm in a midst of busy looking for my olevel cert etc, he's there finding things to fight with me. tell me, will you be angry if you were me? i think so too. ):
yes, go ahead and think what you want, i simply cant be bother. all i ever need was to sleep and tml, an interview. :D happppyyyy! yes, i shouldnt get affected at all. lalalala. i dont care. why must he react like tht when all i have was those happy news to share?
yes, i simply think i'm not in fault. maybe by leaving me alone, things will get better. if now u cant even get used to my busy life, then tell me how are u going to adapt when i'm joining the events industry? omg. -.-
i simply thinks its very lame to fight with me at this very citical time when all i need was some supposrt and encouragement and ppl telling me tht yes, you can do it. but no, i nv heard all this at all.
and next, i dont have a nice time in school either. i have to rush like fcuk for project tml. and i'm pissed. yes. dont ask me why. i;m just so pekchek right now.
if you feel i care only about myself, so be it. i dont care or bother right now. yes, i care about myself. happy? i hope soooo.
-when i thought you will be there, but you were not. sometime all i ever wished is to hear you telling me jiayou, good luck for your first and ever interview but not all this nonsense tht make me cant concentrate for tml interview.-
