I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I SAW. IT'S SO STUNNING. AT THAT POINT OF TIME I FELT IM JUST A GOD DAMN LOSER. WHAT THE FCUK IS HAPPENING TO THIS WORLD. I NEARLY GO CRAZY. I CANT BELIEVE. OUT OF SUDDEN I FELT THOSE WORDS WERE DIRTY. AS THOUGH IF I CLOSE MY EYES, I WILL HEARD HIM SAYING THAT TO HER. I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF. I CAN IMAGINE HER FACE WHEN SHE SAW THE FLOWER. I FELT LIKE JUMPING DOWN. I KEEP HOLDING BACK MY TEARS, SO MUCH I WANTED TO CRY OUT LOUD. WHEN YOU READ THE MSG, ITS NOT TO YOU. I FELT DAMN HURT. DAMN ANNOYED. DAMN FEEL LIKE CRYING TO SLEEP. AS IF WHEN I HEARD HIS VOICE, ALL THOSE WORDS WASNT MEANT FOR ME. I FELT SO UNHAPPY. AND SO MUCH FOR TEARING NOW. I REALLY HATE IT.

SOMETIME IGNORANT IS A BLISS BUT WHY DO THAT TO ME? I THOUGHT WE WERE HOLDING SO WELL, BUT YET ALL THIS POP OUT. FOR A FRIEND. I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE, BUT MY HEARTACHE AS USUAL. I COULDNT CONTROL ANY LONGER. TANPEICHING, YOU ARE SO SUPER WEAK. ): 

WHY WHEN EVERYTHING SEEM SO PERFECT, YOU HAVE TO RUIN IT. WHY WHENEVER YOU SAY SORRY, I THINK I SHOULD FORGIVE YOU. I REALLY  DONT KNOW WHY ALL THIS SHIT IS HAPPENING IN THIS WAY!~

YES, IM THE CAUSE OF EVERYTHING, YES, ITS ALL MY FAULT, YES, IM JUST THE FCUKING LOSER.

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING TO SLEEP RIGHT NOW. ):

UNHAPPINESSx100

I HATE FLOWER AND I LOVE YOU. IT COMPLETELY RUIN THE ENTIRE MEANING OF IT. THANKS ANYWAY.