♥mixed feelings
FINALLY! i'm like meeting steven chow later for lunch at our favourite place, suki sushi. :D lots of yummy variety and the salmon. omg, i think im so freaking hungry la. hahaha.
even though this few days we did have some arguement its due to the different point of view i supposed. he have been there when i need him the most, like when others dont understand about the dog thingy, he does. he tried his best to find someone who are willing to look after the dog. even though i appear to be calmless, but then he know deep in my heart, i'm just so loss. sometime, i didnt like to mention on what he have done for me. cos the more i mention the more that it seem like i'm the lousy one to him. (: sometime, i tried my best to be nice to him, but its my temper which ruin everything. i love him more than anything. but then, i know its so hard to handle a relationship. perhaps he's right, i'm always me, myself and i. ohwell.
he agreed to attend mummy's birthday celebration in kuishinbo. even though its a small party but i'm glad he's turning up. cos all my family members have been asking me about him and like they feel the images is so blur between me and him. hahah. so well.
i have decided not to get a dog anymore. (even though steven chow say he wanna buy me a small one.) i think no. cos i really CANT handle it at all. i'll go crazy. and i think i prefer looking after kith. :D he's such a darling boy. which make me really wish he will be mine sometime. but then, too bad. he's my young cousin. hahah.
brought him some icecream. :D
AND LASTLY!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY BFF!
VENETA TAN!
from enemy to friends. we went through so much. even though now you are much busier, but nevertheless i will forget how you encourage me when i'm down. how you talk me out when i'm quarrel with my boyf. how you disturb me. those happier times we actually spend together. last long with ryan. and same goes to our friendship. -cheers- enjoy this wonderful special day of yours. hug!
alright heading out to meet boyf now. oh, finally!