i dont know why im feeling so upset. just becos i saw on fb that im not invited. actually, i mind abt this alot. really alot. ): cos i thought we used to be hanging out together, but then out of sudden, i'm like another outcast. i dont know how all this will feel if it happen to you. i try my best to tell myself, it might not be like this, it might not be like that. but afterall, i knew where i stand and how much i matter in this friendship. i dont really fancy the idea of meeting up after this incident, cos deep down, i know i can be forgotten anytime, any moment, so whats the point i;m yet again invited to go dinner and celebrate with you guys. it totally make no freaking meaning about it. i dont know if its due to i have spend bloody too much time with my boyf or just that we are actually drifting further, but well, it dont matter anymore. i dont feel angry, just upset i think. cos i thought i wasnt supposed to be treated this way, but hell no, it happen anyway. wtf, nothing seem to cheer me up after all.

im still sick. ): after one freaking week, the flu is bloody still there. and im starting my work on monday. i dont know why, i dont really fancy it. but i know i have to pull through after all. there gonna be a company trip to star cruise on the 22nd jan til 24th jan. (; yes, both yenping and I are heading off to there. hahaha. and work for 2more days, 27th im going to bkk. shiok or what. hahaha, totally trying to forget those unhappy incident.

today went to sakae with shirleylee. :D we walk ard then off to shengsiong to shopped. fun la, those time when i always head to shengsiong during school. lol. ate til dman full and cabbed home. :D lol.

im feeling so tired and i feel that boyf and i are much closer now. (: cos we dont fight or quarrel tht often. hahaha. and its gonna be our 2nd year anniversary in less than 2months time. :D time flies yo.

and for xmas, boyf gonna get me a instax mini film  X5packet and my coach passport cover from usa. whoohooo! how great. i brought him a worth 100$ psp. we use voucher and some discount. hahahahha! and i believe it gonna be a good month. *wink* staying over at boyf place tml. heh heh heh. but im so lazy to travel to imm from tampines. argh, who cares. ): and monday to tao payoh.

tanpeiching, you can do it luh. just one year, just bloody god damn one year. you must survived. ( i hope so.) gonna try to forget all those unhappy stuff alrdy.