okay, very long didnt blog alrdy. officially 9 more days to bkk. :D i cant wait for sponser shopping trip. :x no la, most importantly is to get my instax mini films as well as my ketupak bag, bb bold case and somemore stuff lor. hahaha.

boyf HAVE BEEN really nice and sweet to me recently. damn nice that i feel we just start another relationship. just like in the past, he will give in to me, talk nicely to me. no matter how unreasonable i am, he nv ever used vulgar on me. buy me what i want, let everything goes my way. wanted to talk on phone more. and wait for me no matter how late i reach home. i felt just like those time during the honeymoon period. he will offer to send me to work then go back to tampines, he will pick me up. he will think of where to go for dating. he will ask me if i like his plan. he will tell me, he loves me alot. he will tell me where he is going. im so shocked and surprise. no matter how angry am i, he always got his way to pacify me. just like in the past, no more shouting, screaming, hanging of phone, threatening. no more. im totally back to those time.

so much things have changed over the past few days. xuanmin have gone to aussie. ): yes, for god damn 3years. never felt those feelings will be this bad, but i still manage to control my tears. didnt cry when sending her off. (:

omgzx. totally in love with my polaroid cam man. :D but the cost is high. who cares, seriously. i use up 14 pieces of film just like that. yes, just like tht. sibei hiong hor. hahaha, but on the 6 of them, anything is worth la. just realised i got so many of our group photos tgt. totally love the princess films. its so fascinating! winnie the pooh one not too bad, i only love the tigger kind. lol. :x next shall be hello kitty one! whooohoooo. i will be darn happy luh. thankyou boyf again.

and then, to KHORXUANMIN, you better take good care of yourself over there. i promise i will miss you and will visit you end of year. -hugs- this few days have been really fun. went out on friday night with the other 6. joke and laugh til nearly go mad. especially when we recall the past. those were the times. i didnt know im so fcuking evil.

i pour greentea into diana pencilbox.

i tear up jiaxing book and threw into the rubbish bin.

i pour water and mess up nisa table in my class. :/

i threw their stuff down the 4th floor.

i put wax on bohao's head and pour water on it.

i make ms kwek cry.

i chase after my senior-sipeng til he go nearly crazy.

i always make rachie do my homework

i quarrel with at least 10teaches in my sec sch life..

HAHAHHAAH! and they still rmb. and worst, i ask ppl to beat joachim up :( babbababaa. i cant believe im soooo evil. :X

HAHAHAH! damn fun luh! and during PE time. wah, i think its damn great luh. okay, stop ranting on and on...

the following is to @xuanmin. :x wanted to write her a letter but i didnt get a chance to do so, so... READ NOW!(the rest of you can scroll)

11years le. how time flies. from small ah lian to now going to take ur degree, see how much we went through. no doubt, you have been tolerating my nonsense, bad temper and attitude for 11years. but still so close. you nv fail to talk sense to me when im feeling down. never fail to come by with @siying to my house when you all know im hiding something from you all. never ever look down on me just becos i came from a poor-er family. treat my family as though they are yours. and your family is just seem like mine and siying family. even though you are the youngest between us, but then ur maturity is higher than me. rmb those time when you coach me math and science, you nearly vomit blood. when mrs chew ask you and siying to reveal sipeng have a girlfriend, you all are there for me when i fall and that was the point of time, i cry so badly. so badly that i just wish to hug you all and hope this world end. when i couldnt finish my art piece, i ask you to do for me and you never even mumble one word. all this 11 years i think i really need to tell you a thankyou and sorry. same goes to the other 6 who been tolerating me. (:

whenever im in lurch, u and siying nv ever left at all. as well as the rest. i never felt like a bloody leftout when im out with you guys. so much and so much, i think our 11years memories just cant be finish here. :D just want to let yu know, you are now far away from us, even though you are just 5hrs away but you must really be strong and nothing can pull you down. cos back at home, this little red dot, we are still here for you. waiting for you to be back. (:

KHOR XUAN MIN! you will forever be my bestie and i promise i wont get married til you are back. (: jiayou. and even though u are far away but you are forever in our heart. :D hahhahaa. you are so damn brave luh. XOXO.

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okay, on a lighter note, im collecting my passport and ic tml. so excited. cos at least i can use my new passport holder. whoohooo! and im heading to town with boyf tml. we gonna have secret recipe.

HAHAHAHHAAH.

ohya, my shopping list as below;

and i wanna go massage, eat and sleep plus shopping lor.

what else is important... nothing. cos tml working again. hahahahahahah.

and lastly i dont really bother what you say. seriously. it dont affect me at all. dont blame me for being like that, cos im like that. and enough is enough. (: you are not me, you dont know how the fcuk it feels. but since now it coming to an end or what shit, i shan care. YES TO YOU! you know who you are. jolly well you know. (:

and lastly, sometime wonder what are friends. some treat you like shit, while some damn nice to you but behind you do something funny. while some are geunine to you but you dont care a shit. forget it. sigh... HAHA.

and i need to buy lots of baileys and martel when im oversea. WHY? cos its for my 21st birthday luh. :D

cant wait. cos even if YOU are not attending, (or in the first place whether im inviting you or not!) i still got tons of friends to party with me. *:

hahahah, bkk bkk bkk! and our 2nd year is coming real soon.

sometime you just dont need SUCH friends. yes, i dont need. (: